"Mirage"
"I could rage and you'd bring rain, until you get to me on my morning side." - Sara Barailles
The subtle moon light illuminates
the gentle contours
of your perfect face
I toss and turn
restless
in the same empty bed
As thoughts of you
flicker and dance
in my head
I've waited here
for what has seemed like
an eternity
I have longed for your touch
my lips have ached in anticipation
of your kiss
Will you think ill of me
if I give into your charms
without the least of resistance?
Every time I close my eyes
I can feel you near
your scent lingers in my memory
So take me now
I ask you
away from all this
Fill me up
with your beautiful ocean
and let the seduction
begin
As you walk towards me
with a knowing look
and that same
disarming smile
As you whisper,
"I've been here all along, darling
desperately holding onto you
so the seduction can overtake us."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, August 24, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Poem: "Beside You"
"Beside You"
Night fades away
ever slowly
as dreams of you
linger
Your face haunts me
where ever I go
every time I close my eyes
I see you there
with me
Your scent clings to the pillow
the memory of your aching touch
imprinted my naked, desperate body
never forgotten but forever
lovingly remembered
The stars may shine
with heavenly brilliance
The moon may illuminate
with subtle light
The rain may fall
wet and expectant
But all the wonders of the world
all that I have ever known
or hope to believe or see
Pales beside the beauty
that is you
I need you
I love you
I want you
My darling
beloved
come closer to me
And let me share
the secret desires
that have been locked away for so long
Yet you stand there
unclothed and longing
holding the key
Wearing nothing
but a smile
and those lips
parted
Anticipating the rapture
that is soon to take place
I love you, darling
how I have always loved you
and I love you still.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Night fades away
ever slowly
as dreams of you
linger
Your face haunts me
where ever I go
every time I close my eyes
I see you there
with me
Your scent clings to the pillow
the memory of your aching touch
imprinted my naked, desperate body
never forgotten but forever
lovingly remembered
The stars may shine
with heavenly brilliance
The moon may illuminate
with subtle light
The rain may fall
wet and expectant
But all the wonders of the world
all that I have ever known
or hope to believe or see
Pales beside the beauty
that is you
I need you
I love you
I want you
My darling
beloved
come closer to me
And let me share
the secret desires
that have been locked away for so long
Yet you stand there
unclothed and longing
holding the key
Wearing nothing
but a smile
and those lips
parted
Anticipating the rapture
that is soon to take place
I love you, darling
how I have always loved you
and I love you still.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Poem: "The Bridge of Deceit"
"The Bridge of Deceit"
As I walk along silently
the morning sun
shines brightly
warming my back
Thoughts of you
fill my mind
as I try in vain
to forget the pain
Of losing you
Your face
tasting your kiss
your perfect mouth
the shimmer
in your beautiful eyes
You're gone now
fleeting like the warmth
of the sun
moments before
sunset
Its final rays fading
If I close my eyes
for just a second
I see you again
in all your grace
Lead me out of this wilderness
away from this aching loneliness
and cruel heartbreak
dare to burn
The bridge of deceit
that divides us
and threatens our very
breath
Close your eyes, dear
and come with me
once more
Even if it's just
for the fondness
of old times' sake.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
As I walk along silently
the morning sun
shines brightly
warming my back
Thoughts of you
fill my mind
as I try in vain
to forget the pain
Of losing you
Your face
tasting your kiss
your perfect mouth
the shimmer
in your beautiful eyes
You're gone now
fleeting like the warmth
of the sun
moments before
sunset
Its final rays fading
If I close my eyes
for just a second
I see you again
in all your grace
Lead me out of this wilderness
away from this aching loneliness
and cruel heartbreak
dare to burn
The bridge of deceit
that divides us
and threatens our very
breath
Close your eyes, dear
and come with me
once more
Even if it's just
for the fondness
of old times' sake.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Floating"
"Floating"
The door is closed
wind outside is cold
as it rises, howling
the breath in me
shallow and unsure
The past is locked away now
floating under the bridge
crumbling and dead
everything blurs
Blood on your hands now
as a smile invades your face
I never knew you could
didn't think it would come to this
As the rain falls
you watch silently
as the broken remains
of my heart drift along
barely floating above
the water's surface.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The door is closed
wind outside is cold
as it rises, howling
the breath in me
shallow and unsure
The past is locked away now
floating under the bridge
crumbling and dead
everything blurs
Blood on your hands now
as a smile invades your face
I never knew you could
didn't think it would come to this
As the rain falls
you watch silently
as the broken remains
of my heart drift along
barely floating above
the water's surface.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Poem: "Let It Fall"
"Let It Fall"
Fragile
like broken glass
shattered but somehow
still my heart beats
In the aftermath
of our inevitable parting
the pain cuts like a knife
forcing me to my knees
I could try to forget
what you do to me
baby
the lure your beauty
has over me
The temptation
too much
no matter where you are
my walls come down
I'm naked and vulnerable
But the room is empty
you're gone now
the bed we shared
is cold and lifeless
The rain hits the window
my fingertips trace outlines
against it silently
longing, waiting, hoping
I feel tears
run down my face
as I close my eyes
and imagine you with me
here and now
Let it fall
oh how I love you still
let it fall
Let it all fall down on me.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Fragile
like broken glass
shattered but somehow
still my heart beats
In the aftermath
of our inevitable parting
the pain cuts like a knife
forcing me to my knees
I could try to forget
what you do to me
baby
the lure your beauty
has over me
The temptation
too much
no matter where you are
my walls come down
I'm naked and vulnerable
But the room is empty
you're gone now
the bed we shared
is cold and lifeless
The rain hits the window
my fingertips trace outlines
against it silently
longing, waiting, hoping
I feel tears
run down my face
as I close my eyes
and imagine you with me
here and now
Let it fall
oh how I love you still
let it fall
Let it all fall down on me.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, August 7, 2009
Poem: "Make Believe"
"Make Believe"
In the same room
the silent walls
I lay on the bed
lost and broken
Oh, it's no use now
No matter how I try
to forget
still, the tears come
wet and perfect
I let you in
like a fool
I let you in
just because
I'd rather break
a mirror
and have seven years
bad luck
Because baby, how I thought
we had
we had
something special
Only to be let down
and left behind again
not sure of anything anymore
I'm not afraid of losing
I'm barely breathing
and you do it over again
when you promised
you'd never
Where could I run for cover
to escape from you, love?
you've become a part of me
Even after all this
I couldn't ever hate you
my darling
I just wish
oh how I wish
the story could have had a happy ending
Instead of being sweet make believe
Somewhere inside
I'm dying again
as the desperate ghosts
within are dancing
The last kiss is always
the most bittersweet.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
In the same room
the silent walls
I lay on the bed
lost and broken
Oh, it's no use now
No matter how I try
to forget
still, the tears come
wet and perfect
I let you in
like a fool
I let you in
just because
I'd rather break
a mirror
and have seven years
bad luck
Because baby, how I thought
we had
we had
something special
Only to be let down
and left behind again
not sure of anything anymore
I'm not afraid of losing
I'm barely breathing
and you do it over again
when you promised
you'd never
Where could I run for cover
to escape from you, love?
you've become a part of me
Even after all this
I couldn't ever hate you
my darling
I just wish
oh how I wish
the story could have had a happy ending
Instead of being sweet make believe
Somewhere inside
I'm dying again
as the desperate ghosts
within are dancing
The last kiss is always
the most bittersweet.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Pieces"
"Pieces"
Tell me again
fill me with your lies
baby
Open the wounds
water under the bridge
make me the fool once more
The same old
tired thing again
I'm drowning
Deep and falling
uncovered and bare
I'm bleeding, darling
And you cut me open
again
I'm not scared
of the dark
Come gentle loneliness
with your perfect arms
you can't drag me down
my love
You can never
stop me
from shining
my Sun
The footsteps you leave behind
have killed me over and over
again
But still, I love you
I'd rather be left
barely breathing
my sweet morningside
Save me
oh my beautiful liar
how I need you
In the shadows of twilight
in the last loud beating
of my fragile heart
Can you hear her
call your name?
Can you?
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Tell me again
fill me with your lies
baby
Open the wounds
water under the bridge
make me the fool once more
The same old
tired thing again
I'm drowning
Deep and falling
uncovered and bare
I'm bleeding, darling
And you cut me open
again
I'm not scared
of the dark
Come gentle loneliness
with your perfect arms
you can't drag me down
my love
You can never
stop me
from shining
my Sun
The footsteps you leave behind
have killed me over and over
again
But still, I love you
I'd rather be left
barely breathing
my sweet morningside
Save me
oh my beautiful liar
how I need you
In the shadows of twilight
in the last loud beating
of my fragile heart
Can you hear her
call your name?
Can you?
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Linger"
"Linger"
You've been gone
awhile now
it feels so empty here
without you
Sitting here
trying to find
the words to say
still you're gone
I've been chasing shadows
until the day you came
and walked in my door
and brightened everything
With your beautiful rays
warming my cold, desperate heart
smile for me now
touch my soul
Hold me close to you
against the world
you are my shield
my protection
If I close my eyes long enough
I can see you again
if only for awhile
The world is wide open again
and our hearts are full of possibilities
and we are young again
The darkness fades
when I'm in your arms
nothing else matters
but this moment with you
I lean against the window
and watch the rain fall
its gentle pitter patter
The memory of you
I hold onto you
you've consumed me
taken a piece of my soul
and my heart is out there
with you
I can't let go
what I feel
is too strong
too much
Allow me fall again
one more time
into you
let our paths intertwine
and permit the perfect sweetness
that is your passion
cover me, wrapping me up
Linger awhile
I will wait for you
my love
until you
come back to me
Until then
I lay here
in this lonely bed
Wishing for you
please
let your beauty
invade me again
and linger awhile
Just linger awhile.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
You've been gone
awhile now
it feels so empty here
without you
Sitting here
trying to find
the words to say
still you're gone
I've been chasing shadows
until the day you came
and walked in my door
and brightened everything
With your beautiful rays
warming my cold, desperate heart
smile for me now
touch my soul
Hold me close to you
against the world
you are my shield
my protection
If I close my eyes long enough
I can see you again
if only for awhile
The world is wide open again
and our hearts are full of possibilities
and we are young again
The darkness fades
when I'm in your arms
nothing else matters
but this moment with you
I lean against the window
and watch the rain fall
its gentle pitter patter
The memory of you
I hold onto you
you've consumed me
taken a piece of my soul
and my heart is out there
with you
I can't let go
what I feel
is too strong
too much
Allow me fall again
one more time
into you
let our paths intertwine
and permit the perfect sweetness
that is your passion
cover me, wrapping me up
Linger awhile
I will wait for you
my love
until you
come back to me
Until then
I lay here
in this lonely bed
Wishing for you
please
let your beauty
invade me again
and linger awhile
Just linger awhile.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Poem: "Escape"
"Escape"
The sun shines
as dawn breaks
former night recedes
from view
Its faded promises
and dark secrets
burned away
in glorious light
You hold forever
in the palm
of your hand
Feeling your
warmth against me
leaves me with an aching
deep inside
A beautiful longing I never knew existed
Hold me close now
and whisper your dreams
envelop me in your perfect arms
and never let me fall
Never let me go
My darling, my beloved
All the stars in the night sky
that streak and sparkle
across heaven's face
They all pale beside you
And the devotion that I feel
what we share between us
will be our sweet escape
As the last remaining shards of light
at sunset illuminate you
and the joy in your heart
can be heard
in quiet song
Now and forever
yesterday and today
and long into tomorrow
I will love you with everything I am
and everything I ever hope to be.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The sun shines
as dawn breaks
former night recedes
from view
Its faded promises
and dark secrets
burned away
in glorious light
You hold forever
in the palm
of your hand
Feeling your
warmth against me
leaves me with an aching
deep inside
A beautiful longing I never knew existed
Hold me close now
and whisper your dreams
envelop me in your perfect arms
and never let me fall
Never let me go
My darling, my beloved
All the stars in the night sky
that streak and sparkle
across heaven's face
They all pale beside you
And the devotion that I feel
what we share between us
will be our sweet escape
As the last remaining shards of light
at sunset illuminate you
and the joy in your heart
can be heard
in quiet song
Now and forever
yesterday and today
and long into tomorrow
I will love you with everything I am
and everything I ever hope to be.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Poem: "Chasing The Sun"
"Chasing The Sun" *
If I look inside
and touch the dark
empty spaces
and feel cold
The clouds overhead
silently wait before
a storm that never comes
as the world
holds a collective
In the morning
you stand outside my door
waiting expectantly
You smile
as you take my hand
and whisper hope
into my unsuspecting ear
Beside you
I feel whole
without you
the ravages come
like vultures
I would do
anything for you
you warm my heart
and I am forever indebted
Though we cannot
be together
I shall be devoted
to you, beloved
I will never be afraid
to be the star
chasing your Sun.
* - title inspired by "Slide Away" (by Noel Gallagher)
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
If I look inside
and touch the dark
empty spaces
and feel cold
The clouds overhead
silently wait before
a storm that never comes
as the world
holds a collective
In the morning
you stand outside my door
waiting expectantly
You smile
as you take my hand
and whisper hope
into my unsuspecting ear
Beside you
I feel whole
without you
the ravages come
like vultures
I would do
anything for you
you warm my heart
and I am forever indebted
Though we cannot
be together
I shall be devoted
to you, beloved
I will never be afraid
to be the star
chasing your Sun.
* - title inspired by "Slide Away" (by Noel Gallagher)
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Angel"
"The Angel"
She looks down
at her fallen beloved
as he struggles to breathe
"I can save you still," the angel
whispered softly as she knelt down
her shimmery wings barely touching the ground
And her lover smiled, without a word
and he caressed her cheek
wiping the tear that fell upon
her beautiful face
As they kissed
for the last time
warmth filled her
once more
as he held her close
slowly dying
In the final moments
of their beautiful parting
she stood over him
and loving plucked a feather
placing it over his heart
As she leaned in
and whispered in
his ear:
"You may be gone
but never forgotten
and forever remembered
in the chambers of my heart
and soul"
As she took to the sky
and flew away
across the face of perfect
weeping Heaven.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
She looks down
at her fallen beloved
as he struggles to breathe
"I can save you still," the angel
whispered softly as she knelt down
her shimmery wings barely touching the ground
And her lover smiled, without a word
and he caressed her cheek
wiping the tear that fell upon
her beautiful face
As they kissed
for the last time
warmth filled her
once more
as he held her close
slowly dying
In the final moments
of their beautiful parting
she stood over him
and loving plucked a feather
placing it over his heart
As she leaned in
and whispered in
his ear:
"You may be gone
but never forgotten
and forever remembered
in the chambers of my heart
and soul"
As she took to the sky
and flew away
across the face of perfect
weeping Heaven.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Other"
"The Other"
"Once in the madhouse they came like specks of cinnamon." - Anne Sexton
The seconds tick away
as I glance at my watch
impatiently
waiting for you
There is a man
who loves you
he came by today
and asked
"What is it you want with her?"
I smiled, but said nothing
Your beloved does not know
could never fathom
the depths of my passion
and devotion to you
My dearest one
if I cannot be with you
I don't want to ever
see the sunrise
or feel breath in my lungs
again
You have stolen
pieces of me, darling
that I cannot ever get back
Must I be forced to live this way
unable to see in the darkness
with your precious light?
No, I suppose this is the way of things
now that you're lost and gone
I wish you well, love
But I'll always stand here
in front of your house
on your street
now deserted
Your faithful "other."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
"Once in the madhouse they came like specks of cinnamon." - Anne Sexton
The seconds tick away
as I glance at my watch
impatiently
waiting for you
There is a man
who loves you
he came by today
and asked
"What is it you want with her?"
I smiled, but said nothing
Your beloved does not know
could never fathom
the depths of my passion
and devotion to you
My dearest one
if I cannot be with you
I don't want to ever
see the sunrise
or feel breath in my lungs
again
You have stolen
pieces of me, darling
that I cannot ever get back
Must I be forced to live this way
unable to see in the darkness
with your precious light?
No, I suppose this is the way of things
now that you're lost and gone
I wish you well, love
But I'll always stand here
in front of your house
on your street
now deserted
Your faithful "other."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Leaves and Silence"
"Leaves and Silence"
Walking outside
as the autumn cold
hits my face
my feet hitting the pavement
Not long ago
when the world
seemed so easy
and my heart
still believed
In silly things
like love
and happy endings
when the sun shone
its brightest
When I had you
in my life, dear
everything seemed so
much easier
Our parting
without a goodbye
has broken my heart
once more
Even though I know
we never can ever go back
I miss the way you loved me
and how you made me feel
So you're gone now
and every moment of joy
has faded but forever remembered
lost now
amid leaves and silence.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Walking outside
as the autumn cold
hits my face
my feet hitting the pavement
Not long ago
when the world
seemed so easy
and my heart
still believed
In silly things
like love
and happy endings
when the sun shone
its brightest
When I had you
in my life, dear
everything seemed so
much easier
Our parting
without a goodbye
has broken my heart
once more
Even though I know
we never can ever go back
I miss the way you loved me
and how you made me feel
So you're gone now
and every moment of joy
has faded but forever remembered
lost now
amid leaves and silence.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Poem: "Nothing Left"
"Nothing Left"
As I sit here in front of my desk
staring at the blinking computer screen
my mind drifts to thoughts of you
as the words come
and my once cold heart
comes to life
My fingers on the keyboard
as the computer screen lights up
the words escape from unknown depths
in the same tiny room
You're gone
and there's nothing left
here for me
except memories of you
in my head
They repeat
like snippets of
a film that I've seen
a million times
but never remembered
The subtle beauty of your face
they way your eyes shone
the curvature of your lips
the soft contours
of your perfect shape
The rain begins to fall quietly
pitter-pattering against the window
as the bright neon signs cast
an eerie glow amidst the darkness
I go to the window
and quietly watch
the spectacle unfold
My heart breaking
more and more
by each passing moment.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
As I sit here in front of my desk
staring at the blinking computer screen
my mind drifts to thoughts of you
as the words come
and my once cold heart
comes to life
My fingers on the keyboard
as the computer screen lights up
the words escape from unknown depths
in the same tiny room
You're gone
and there's nothing left
here for me
except memories of you
in my head
They repeat
like snippets of
a film that I've seen
a million times
but never remembered
The subtle beauty of your face
they way your eyes shone
the curvature of your lips
the soft contours
of your perfect shape
The rain begins to fall quietly
pitter-pattering against the window
as the bright neon signs cast
an eerie glow amidst the darkness
I go to the window
and quietly watch
the spectacle unfold
My heart breaking
more and more
by each passing moment.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Poem: "Against"
"Against"
If I search
the glittering glow
of neon that dots
the night
If I walk the same
deserted streets
holding on
to false hope
lighter in hand
waiting to burn
If I sit alone
in the bed
empty and cold
my desperation
will wrap me up
in her perfect embrace
If I close my eyes
and dare imagine
what could have been
I'd hear your voice
feel your breath
lie with you
skin against skin
And everything I've ever known
would pale beside
your subtle beauty
Your love - too much
the intoxication
consumes me
As morning light comes
I wake up
with no one there
and the scent of you
lingering
imprinted on my heart
forever in shade.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
If I search
the glittering glow
of neon that dots
the night
If I walk the same
deserted streets
holding on
to false hope
lighter in hand
waiting to burn
If I sit alone
in the bed
empty and cold
my desperation
will wrap me up
in her perfect embrace
If I close my eyes
and dare imagine
what could have been
I'd hear your voice
feel your breath
lie with you
skin against skin
And everything I've ever known
would pale beside
your subtle beauty
Your love - too much
the intoxication
consumes me
As morning light comes
I wake up
with no one there
and the scent of you
lingering
imprinted on my heart
forever in shade.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, July 17, 2009
Poem: "Wishing For You"
"Wishing For You"
September morn
come 'round again
the wind makes
the trees sway
as the leaves
soon change color
Our room is empty
since you went away
the sheets unkempt
your scent lingering
As I sit in the same
old chair
in front of the blinking
computer screen
Waiting for the words
to come
that will make you see
somehow
make you stop in
your tracks
Last night
we had coffee
and talked for the last time
If I close my eyes
and let my thoughts drift off
of us alone
together
That special place
where we can never go
because you, my darling
belong to another
And I refuse to give in
to the temptation of
casting aside
my better angels
I need you
but I can never
be the one
for you, my dearest
I want you
but the secret garden
will be forever locked away
Our Eden
will never be
though I still
wish for you
My world's spinning
as you watch desperately
with love in your heart
as I silently fade into
beautiful shadow
How I love you still
And my forlorn heart
will cling to you
amidst the great divide
that will forever
be our guide.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
September morn
come 'round again
the wind makes
the trees sway
as the leaves
soon change color
Our room is empty
since you went away
the sheets unkempt
your scent lingering
As I sit in the same
old chair
in front of the blinking
computer screen
Waiting for the words
to come
that will make you see
somehow
make you stop in
your tracks
Last night
we had coffee
and talked for the last time
If I close my eyes
and let my thoughts drift off
of us alone
together
That special place
where we can never go
because you, my darling
belong to another
And I refuse to give in
to the temptation of
casting aside
my better angels
I need you
but I can never
be the one
for you, my dearest
I want you
but the secret garden
will be forever locked away
Our Eden
will never be
though I still
wish for you
My world's spinning
as you watch desperately
with love in your heart
as I silently fade into
beautiful shadow
How I love you still
And my forlorn heart
will cling to you
amidst the great divide
that will forever
be our guide.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Poem: "Light The Way"
"Light The Way"
The night has passed
the clouds of despair and pain
that have threatened to
overtake our longing hearts
has gone away
Take my hand
and gaze at me
with that sultry look
that gets me every time
Tell me your secrets
share with me your
unspoken desires
and let the moment
take us where it will
Kiss me
with your aching lips
and let the sweetness
linger on my mouth
Take me
I want to feel
whole again
Take me to that place
where only you know how
Soaking wet
our bodies intertwine
And let the sounds
of our passionate discourse
be our guide
and light the way
To eternal bliss
as the candle burns
fervent and bright.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The night has passed
the clouds of despair and pain
that have threatened to
overtake our longing hearts
has gone away
Take my hand
and gaze at me
with that sultry look
that gets me every time
Tell me your secrets
share with me your
unspoken desires
and let the moment
take us where it will
Kiss me
with your aching lips
and let the sweetness
linger on my mouth
Take me
I want to feel
whole again
Take me to that place
where only you know how
Soaking wet
our bodies intertwine
And let the sounds
of our passionate discourse
be our guide
and light the way
To eternal bliss
as the candle burns
fervent and bright.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Poem: "Breathe"
"Breathe"
The morning sun
shines brightly
illuminating
your beautiful contours
The former melancholy
of secret night and her
hidden devotions and
unknown desires
best left undisturbed
has faded
You gaze on me
so longingly
with those eyes
your lovely eyes
Lying in bed
with you
skin against skin
our bodies intertwined
your warmth is intoxicating
Your breath on my neck
pressed up against you
I can feel your heart beat
hard as a drum
I need you
like the sun needs the moon
and the stars need the
perfect expanse of sky
I could live a thousand years
and yet, I would never find
another one as beautiful as
you are to me
You've become the air
I so desperately long
to breathe.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The morning sun
shines brightly
illuminating
your beautiful contours
The former melancholy
of secret night and her
hidden devotions and
unknown desires
best left undisturbed
has faded
You gaze on me
so longingly
with those eyes
your lovely eyes
Lying in bed
with you
skin against skin
our bodies intertwined
your warmth is intoxicating
Your breath on my neck
pressed up against you
I can feel your heart beat
hard as a drum
I need you
like the sun needs the moon
and the stars need the
perfect expanse of sky
I could live a thousand years
and yet, I would never find
another one as beautiful as
you are to me
You've become the air
I so desperately long
to breathe.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, July 6, 2009
Poem: "The Trouble With No"
"The Trouble With No"
The door swings open
as you leave
for the last time
as memory starts to fade
I hear the birds outside
chirping mournfully
Your cup of coffee
sits untouched on the counter
the morning paper
on the table unread
Last night
with you
was incredible
You decided
to wear a low cut top
and your favorite jeans
with your hair down
We went out to the park
and sat under the sky
we talked of the future
and watched the stars
as they faded and streaked
across the face of night
You took my hand
and whispered softly
of your desires and dreams
as we kissed over and over
our bodies pressed up against
one another
We went home
later that night
and you slipped
into something
more comfortable
The lights turned down low
you kissed me once
I turned away
trying to fight you off
But you wrapped your arms
around my waist and
pulled me onto you
and, before I could protest
you kissed me hard
and gazed with those
perfect eyes
And the rest
was enraptured
in sweet surrender.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The door swings open
as you leave
for the last time
as memory starts to fade
I hear the birds outside
chirping mournfully
Your cup of coffee
sits untouched on the counter
the morning paper
on the table unread
Last night
with you
was incredible
You decided
to wear a low cut top
and your favorite jeans
with your hair down
We went out to the park
and sat under the sky
we talked of the future
and watched the stars
as they faded and streaked
across the face of night
You took my hand
and whispered softly
of your desires and dreams
as we kissed over and over
our bodies pressed up against
one another
We went home
later that night
and you slipped
into something
more comfortable
The lights turned down low
you kissed me once
I turned away
trying to fight you off
But you wrapped your arms
around my waist and
pulled me onto you
and, before I could protest
you kissed me hard
and gazed with those
perfect eyes
And the rest
was enraptured
in sweet surrender.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Right Here, Now"
"Right Here, Now"
Alone
in front of this blinking
screen
staring at blank white
waiting for the words
to come
The room is empty
the bed is cold
everything is different
without your love
to fill my lonely spaces
I close my eyes
and imagine you
right here, now
and in that moment
we're together again
I touch your face
we lean in closer
I feel your breath
on my neck
As we kiss
the world stops
for an instant
my heart spins
I hear you
whispering
in my ear
I need you
I want you
please stay awhile
because you
and only you
make me whole
As our bodies meet
at the mutual intersection
as I lay against you
the heat rises
A moan escapes
as your legs part open
and the rhythm of our
sensual interlude
threatens to overtake us
I need you
I ache for you
I want you so badly
I can taste it
You are the night sky
and all the glittering stars
You are the sun
that shines brightly
You are my whole world
and forever will be.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Alone
in front of this blinking
screen
staring at blank white
waiting for the words
to come
The room is empty
the bed is cold
everything is different
without your love
to fill my lonely spaces
I close my eyes
and imagine you
right here, now
and in that moment
we're together again
I touch your face
we lean in closer
I feel your breath
on my neck
As we kiss
the world stops
for an instant
my heart spins
I hear you
whispering
in my ear
I need you
I want you
please stay awhile
because you
and only you
make me whole
As our bodies meet
at the mutual intersection
as I lay against you
the heat rises
A moan escapes
as your legs part open
and the rhythm of our
sensual interlude
threatens to overtake us
I need you
I ache for you
I want you so badly
I can taste it
You are the night sky
and all the glittering stars
You are the sun
that shines brightly
You are my whole world
and forever will be.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Poem: "Don't"
"Don't"
Time has passed slowly
the moment has lingered
for far too long
as the sky turns dark
The beauty of former
has faded against the tumult
against the wishes of the demons
lurking just beneath the cracks
waiting to surface
Gone is the way things
used to be
when the world made sense
and youth was on my side
As you walk away
the waters have receded
and faith weeps crystal tears
as my heart shatters
cast off
into oblivion
"Please don't go," I whisper desperately
How I need you still.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Time has passed slowly
the moment has lingered
for far too long
as the sky turns dark
The beauty of former
has faded against the tumult
against the wishes of the demons
lurking just beneath the cracks
waiting to surface
Gone is the way things
used to be
when the world made sense
and youth was on my side
As you walk away
the waters have receded
and faith weeps crystal tears
as my heart shatters
cast off
into oblivion
"Please don't go," I whisper desperately
How I need you still.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Poem: "Under The Lights"
"Under The Lights"
The sun fades silently
as the sky waits
for the subtle beauty
of coming night
Discretion gives way
to desperate release
please, I beg you, take me
away with you
You have what I need
what I want
what I crave
Exploring the boundaries
pushing the envelope
under the lights.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The sun fades silently
as the sky waits
for the subtle beauty
of coming night
Discretion gives way
to desperate release
please, I beg you, take me
away with you
You have what I need
what I want
what I crave
Exploring the boundaries
pushing the envelope
under the lights.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, June 29, 2009
Poem: "On The Line"
"On The Line"
Driving down the highway
the top down
towards an unknown
away from the pain
and misery
1994 blares on the radio
as my mind wanders
to the that night
when I lost you
and the world
stopped making any sense
It was Sunday night
I had come in from a heavy downpour
clothes soaked to the bone
it dark inside
no light in the house
You were bent over
hands gripping the kitchen island
shirt ripped out, breasts exposed
skirt raised, legs apart
In the heat of the moment
a desperate moan escaped
your aching mouth
as your eyes
seemed to say
"I'm sorry"
I ran out
the sting of salty tears
streaming down my face
went upstairs
Found the knife
you hid in the nightstand drawer
dropped to my knees
clutching it
hands shaking, throat dry
The blade
slivery gleam
perfectly beautiful
it rushes to meet
my delicate insides
As I collapse
I hear you scream
as you stand over me
everything comes full circle
As life fades away
I smile
my hand touches yours
for the last time
With our mutual salvation
on the line.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Driving down the highway
the top down
towards an unknown
away from the pain
and misery
1994 blares on the radio
as my mind wanders
to the that night
when I lost you
and the world
stopped making any sense
It was Sunday night
I had come in from a heavy downpour
clothes soaked to the bone
it dark inside
no light in the house
You were bent over
hands gripping the kitchen island
shirt ripped out, breasts exposed
skirt raised, legs apart
In the heat of the moment
a desperate moan escaped
your aching mouth
as your eyes
seemed to say
"I'm sorry"
I ran out
the sting of salty tears
streaming down my face
went upstairs
Found the knife
you hid in the nightstand drawer
dropped to my knees
clutching it
hands shaking, throat dry
The blade
slivery gleam
perfectly beautiful
it rushes to meet
my delicate insides
As I collapse
I hear you scream
as you stand over me
everything comes full circle
As life fades away
I smile
my hand touches yours
for the last time
With our mutual salvation
on the line.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, June 26, 2009
Poem: "Blood In My Veins"
"Blood In My Veins"
If I sleep to dream
let me see your lovely face
hear your voice again
to feel you beside me
once more
In the morning after
after passion and need
have satisfied our lustful desires
the sun rises to greet us
with its illuminating light
You get up and walk towards the window
looking out towards the shore
as the tides come crashing violently
against the rocks
It has begun anew
I walk up behind you
and slide my hands
around your waist
As the moment lingers
my heart beats faster
you lean your back
against my chest
and sigh contentedly
Loving you is the one thing
that I was meant to do
lest we share the same air
to breathe
You have become
the very blood
in my veins.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
If I sleep to dream
let me see your lovely face
hear your voice again
to feel you beside me
once more
In the morning after
after passion and need
have satisfied our lustful desires
the sun rises to greet us
with its illuminating light
You get up and walk towards the window
looking out towards the shore
as the tides come crashing violently
against the rocks
It has begun anew
I walk up behind you
and slide my hands
around your waist
As the moment lingers
my heart beats faster
you lean your back
against my chest
and sigh contentedly
Loving you is the one thing
that I was meant to do
lest we share the same air
to breathe
You have become
the very blood
in my veins.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Flood"
"Flood"
I stand here
in front of this broken glass
because of you dear
The scars
such beautiful
little things
Tears come down
like raindrops
amid the fading dawn
My breath is cold
as you stare
gasping at my holes
exposed
You turn away
as the light fades
from your eyes
those desperate pools
of stormy blue-gray
Crawling on my hands and knees
on the blood soaked floor
you took away my innocence
and replaced it with dark
restless seething
Oh I want to hate you
my bastard love
I was taken before my time
you ripped me apart
with your promises and deceit
As you pulled me closer into you
a part of me died
my screams of help
fell on deaf ears
Oh my sweet predator
you shall always have the best part
of me
locked away with you
As you walk away
for the last time
love, always remember
That in the empty spaces
that grow within you
that I hope you get what's coming
to you
How I love you still
as this feeling lingers a moment longer
save me somehow
from giving in
and doing the right thing
for the wrong reason.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I stand here
in front of this broken glass
because of you dear
The scars
such beautiful
little things
Tears come down
like raindrops
amid the fading dawn
My breath is cold
as you stare
gasping at my holes
exposed
You turn away
as the light fades
from your eyes
those desperate pools
of stormy blue-gray
Crawling on my hands and knees
on the blood soaked floor
you took away my innocence
and replaced it with dark
restless seething
Oh I want to hate you
my bastard love
I was taken before my time
you ripped me apart
with your promises and deceit
As you pulled me closer into you
a part of me died
my screams of help
fell on deaf ears
Oh my sweet predator
you shall always have the best part
of me
locked away with you
As you walk away
for the last time
love, always remember
That in the empty spaces
that grow within you
that I hope you get what's coming
to you
How I love you still
as this feeling lingers a moment longer
save me somehow
from giving in
and doing the right thing
for the wrong reason.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Poem: "Notes From The 13th Ceiling Aftermath"
"Notes From The 13th Ceiling Aftermath"
The heat index today was 105
inside this cramped room
the bed unkempt, pillows askew
your scent lingers on the sheets
You left a note for me
taped to the fridge
scrawled in your handwriting
the words seem to jump off
the page
Last night was a wash
I left the bar as you came in
you had that little black number on
the one you swore you'd never
wear for me
Walking home alone
the cold November air
against my face
as a smile invades
the corners of my mouth
Words fly off the typewriter
at breakneck speed
you are at the bar now
nursing a Rum and Coke
Soon you'll be in the arms
of another handsome stranger
doing the things we used we
used to
long ago
You know I still do
turning your back
the shadows threaten
to swallow us whole
Close your eyes
the tides are coming
for you, my darling
beware the beacon
as the sirens blare
The waiting shore
opens her warm arms
as we watch
Whispering all the while
"let her bleed"
kicking up sand
It's over now
as tears stream
down my burning cheeks
you get up and leave
Inside, something breaks
my mind's spinning
I want you
but we can't ever go back
I love you
goodbye
Let me slowly fade to black
and allow the darkness
to slip through it.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The heat index today was 105
inside this cramped room
the bed unkempt, pillows askew
your scent lingers on the sheets
You left a note for me
taped to the fridge
scrawled in your handwriting
the words seem to jump off
the page
Last night was a wash
I left the bar as you came in
you had that little black number on
the one you swore you'd never
wear for me
Walking home alone
the cold November air
against my face
as a smile invades
the corners of my mouth
Words fly off the typewriter
at breakneck speed
you are at the bar now
nursing a Rum and Coke
Soon you'll be in the arms
of another handsome stranger
doing the things we used we
used to
long ago
You know I still do
turning your back
the shadows threaten
to swallow us whole
Close your eyes
the tides are coming
for you, my darling
beware the beacon
as the sirens blare
The waiting shore
opens her warm arms
as we watch
Whispering all the while
"let her bleed"
kicking up sand
It's over now
as tears stream
down my burning cheeks
you get up and leave
Inside, something breaks
my mind's spinning
I want you
but we can't ever go back
I love you
goodbye
Let me slowly fade to black
and allow the darkness
to slip through it.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, June 22, 2009
Poem: "The Wish"
"The Wish"
The night waits
in silent splendor
as countless faces
in the sea of humanity
oblivious to their own whims
She lies in shadow
clutching the pillow
imagining him
beside her
The feel of his skin
against her luminous beauty
the aching warmth
of their mutual entanglement
her lips, his arms, her thighs
The tension between them palpable
pulling her into him, they kiss deeply
the room spins
in what seems like am an eternity
as the moment lingers
He looks into her eyes
into those beautiful eyes
and knows that this
was never meant to be
The light from the candle
flickers as the unspoken wish
fades desperately
against the glow of dying stars.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The night waits
in silent splendor
as countless faces
in the sea of humanity
oblivious to their own whims
She lies in shadow
clutching the pillow
imagining him
beside her
The feel of his skin
against her luminous beauty
the aching warmth
of their mutual entanglement
her lips, his arms, her thighs
The tension between them palpable
pulling her into him, they kiss deeply
the room spins
in what seems like am an eternity
as the moment lingers
He looks into her eyes
into those beautiful eyes
and knows that this
was never meant to be
The light from the candle
flickers as the unspoken wish
fades desperately
against the glow of dying stars.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Poem: "The Gift"
"The Gift"
Lying in bed
in the sweltering heat
of a mid summer's night
can't sleep
Thoughts of you
invade my mind
as the horses
stop spinning
Your lips brush against mine
your touch, electricity between us
hands grip the bed tightly
as passion and sensual commerce
threaten to overtake us
In the aftermath
where mutual longing and desire
collide
what we share burns brighter
than a thousand stars
that like heaven's perfect face.
You cling to me
we are alone together
you gaze with those eyes
those beautiful eyes
And your smile
captures my heart
more than
a million "I love you's"
ever could
My beloved friend
and darling lover
keep me from losing myself
so that we can share a moment
that lingers
long after the afterglow.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Poem: "Beauty's Whisper"
"Beauty's Whisper"
Waking up next to you
the morning sun hits my face
with its welcoming warmth
the clock reads 9 a.m.
The night has faded
in its exquisite glory
with its secret promises
and perfect indiscretion
You gaze at me so sweet
it makes my heart soar
feels like heaven beside you
my dear beloved
Kiss me once
with that aching mouth
those perfect lips
make this moment
linger just awhile longer
When our bodies meet
at the sensual intersection
of affection and longing
I'm on fire
as you lean closer
into me
deeper we go down
In the morning you lay in bed
your head on my bare chest
I feel the joy in you breath
I feel you up against me
whispering gently in my ear
"I love you"
Then something within me
dies and is reborn in an instant
the world is wide and wonderful
once more
On the windowsill, a dove waits
shimmering in the afterglow
of beauty's return.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Waking up next to you
the morning sun hits my face
with its welcoming warmth
the clock reads 9 a.m.
The night has faded
in its exquisite glory
with its secret promises
and perfect indiscretion
You gaze at me so sweet
it makes my heart soar
feels like heaven beside you
my dear beloved
Kiss me once
with that aching mouth
those perfect lips
make this moment
linger just awhile longer
When our bodies meet
at the sensual intersection
of affection and longing
I'm on fire
as you lean closer
into me
deeper we go down
In the morning you lay in bed
your head on my bare chest
I feel the joy in you breath
I feel you up against me
whispering gently in my ear
"I love you"
Then something within me
dies and is reborn in an instant
the world is wide and wonderful
once more
On the windowsill, a dove waits
shimmering in the afterglow
of beauty's return.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Falling Into You"
"Falling Into You"
The night calls out
to the sweltering
glittering neon signs
The skyline is beautiful
with the stars streaking
across the face of heaven
The room is bare
walls are unadorned
signs of the past
everywhere
As the old typewriter
it sits idly
waiting for the words
to come
But we both know
it won't work out exactly
the way we may want it to
despite the desperation
lingering against
your window
Look to the sky
touch my face
hold my hand
and let the wonder
of us take you away
once more.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The night calls out
to the sweltering
glittering neon signs
The skyline is beautiful
with the stars streaking
across the face of heaven
The room is bare
walls are unadorned
signs of the past
everywhere
As the old typewriter
it sits idly
waiting for the words
to come
But we both know
it won't work out exactly
the way we may want it to
despite the desperation
lingering against
your window
Look to the sky
touch my face
hold my hand
and let the wonder
of us take you away
once more.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Poem: "The Fragile"
"The Fragile"
Watching the skeletons
as they crawl out
of the closet
as broken bones
seethe in quiet disgust
Silence pervades
the subtle spaces
between you and I
begin to fade
as the distance grows
I will wait for you
my dearest one
amid the larks
that fly overhead
Walking alone
to the pond
I cast a pebble
and watch it skip along
the clear water
As I close my eyes
I wish for you
and, in that fleeting moment,
our embrace lingers
as you kiss
my aching mouth.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Watching the skeletons
as they crawl out
of the closet
as broken bones
seethe in quiet disgust
Silence pervades
the subtle spaces
between you and I
begin to fade
as the distance grows
I will wait for you
my dearest one
amid the larks
that fly overhead
Walking alone
to the pond
I cast a pebble
and watch it skip along
the clear water
As I close my eyes
I wish for you
and, in that fleeting moment,
our embrace lingers
as you kiss
my aching mouth.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, June 12, 2009
Poem: "Shattered Glass"
"Shattered Glass"
Sitting alone at my desk
staring numbly at the blinking screen
your face etched in my memory
your fragrance, your breath
lingers awhile
longer than it should
Insomnia has taken hold
though sleep eludes me
like a phantom
in the early hours
The bed is cold now
you've gone away
twilight has descended
upon my heart
like vultures to a carcass
I have spent hours
days, weeks, months
wishing you'd come back
hoping that you would
somehow see how
this whole beautiful mess
came to be
You've went away
met another
I hear you're married now
he must be a wonderful man
I've been through this a million times
and would probably go through it
a million more
just to have the answers
that would somehow
make me whole again
Crawling on my knees
toward the door
hands reach up
struggling to escape
There is no hope
inside, my heart
seethes
shards of
shattered glass.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sitting alone at my desk
staring numbly at the blinking screen
your face etched in my memory
your fragrance, your breath
lingers awhile
longer than it should
Insomnia has taken hold
though sleep eludes me
like a phantom
in the early hours
The bed is cold now
you've gone away
twilight has descended
upon my heart
like vultures to a carcass
I have spent hours
days, weeks, months
wishing you'd come back
hoping that you would
somehow see how
this whole beautiful mess
came to be
You've went away
met another
I hear you're married now
he must be a wonderful man
I've been through this a million times
and would probably go through it
a million more
just to have the answers
that would somehow
make me whole again
Crawling on my knees
toward the door
hands reach up
struggling to escape
There is no hope
inside, my heart
seethes
shards of
shattered glass.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Poem: "Remains" *
"Remains" *
Standing in the spot
it is dark now
nightfall has descended
upon the subtle remains
of my broken heart
There was a man
who frequented
the local nightclub
who knew the
daughter of a woman
who was owed money
He walks inside
sits at the bar
eyes me suspiciously
for a moment
I sit idly
as the minutes pass
as the words come
from a familiar place
The bed is cold
and I'm tired
this place has
no warmth left
Head in my hands
pictures of you
all scattered
on the bed
Blood on my shirt
staggering to the sink
turn the faucet on
the water running
I collapse to the floor
welcoming unnatural sleep
as the void seeks fervent embrace
once more.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
* poem inspired by "Still Remains" (Scott Weiland/Robert De Leo).
Standing in the spot
it is dark now
nightfall has descended
upon the subtle remains
of my broken heart
There was a man
who frequented
the local nightclub
who knew the
daughter of a woman
who was owed money
He walks inside
sits at the bar
eyes me suspiciously
for a moment
I sit idly
as the minutes pass
as the words come
from a familiar place
The bed is cold
and I'm tired
this place has
no warmth left
Head in my hands
pictures of you
all scattered
on the bed
Blood on my shirt
staggering to the sink
turn the faucet on
the water running
I collapse to the floor
welcoming unnatural sleep
as the void seeks fervent embrace
once more.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
* poem inspired by "Still Remains" (Scott Weiland/Robert De Leo).
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Poem: "My Sunday Girl" *
"My Sunday Girl" *
The neon glows like a beacon
inviting the lovers of the night
to come out of the woodwork
the moon is out
in its quiet brilliance
She is among them tonight
searching for the something
or someone that will stop
her vulnerable heart
Desire hides within
the shadows
as the wind howls
we run hand in hand
to the old church
It is beautiful inside, he whispers
as Sunday's girl leans into him
and their bodies intertwine
the wetness from her thighs
blesses the union
A holy no
as the two souls
are joined
in consecrated bliss.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
* - this poem was inspired by "Down" (Scott Weiland/Robert De Leo)
The neon glows like a beacon
inviting the lovers of the night
to come out of the woodwork
the moon is out
in its quiet brilliance
She is among them tonight
searching for the something
or someone that will stop
her vulnerable heart
Desire hides within
the shadows
as the wind howls
we run hand in hand
to the old church
It is beautiful inside, he whispers
as Sunday's girl leans into him
and their bodies intertwine
the wetness from her thighs
blesses the union
A holy no
as the two souls
are joined
in consecrated bliss.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
* - this poem was inspired by "Down" (Scott Weiland/Robert De Leo)
Poem: "Interstate" *
"Interstate" *
Driving on the highway
away from here
away from the ghosts
that have haunted
my days
The open road ahead
so many miles to go
the sun shines down
upon your beautiful face
The former glory we shared
is now hanging by a thread
the wind in our hair
not a single cloud in the sky
You move closer
leaning in for a kiss
our lips meet
and, in that moment,
the flame burns once more
The lies spoken between us
the fragrant desperation
that your demands had
on my mind and my heart
was undeniably palpable
You squeeze my hand
I put my foot on the gas pedal
and, as the speedometer, rises
I close my eyes
And imagine you above me
with nothing but a smile
your sticky warmth over me
As it curdles my blood
along this stretch
of lonely interstate.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
* - poem was inspired by "Interstate Love Song" (Scott Weiland/Robert De Leo)
Driving on the highway
away from here
away from the ghosts
that have haunted
my days
The open road ahead
so many miles to go
the sun shines down
upon your beautiful face
The former glory we shared
is now hanging by a thread
the wind in our hair
not a single cloud in the sky
You move closer
leaning in for a kiss
our lips meet
and, in that moment,
the flame burns once more
The lies spoken between us
the fragrant desperation
that your demands had
on my mind and my heart
was undeniably palpable
You squeeze my hand
I put my foot on the gas pedal
and, as the speedometer, rises
I close my eyes
And imagine you above me
with nothing but a smile
your sticky warmth over me
As it curdles my blood
along this stretch
of lonely interstate.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
* - poem was inspired by "Interstate Love Song" (Scott Weiland/Robert De Leo)
Poem: "Mess"
"Mess"
The streets are lined
with freaks, addicts, and fuckers
the night has come once again
illuminating storm and stillness
with its perfect light
He lays on the bed
contemplating
the what if's
the could have been's
Still in the tiny cramped space
surrounded by scraps of paper
half-eaten cartons of bad Chinese takeout
and empty bottles of Smirnoff and Jack Daniel's
She left in a haze
taking in her suitcase
all their hopes, dreams, desires
and dirty laundry
He finds a picture of her
in happier times
and softly traces her face
with his fingers
The skeletons of his closet
have come back
from the long buried past
for their much deserved
revenge
Smiling to himself
he drops to his knees
mutters a silent plea
calmly awaiting
the deluge to
commence.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The streets are lined
with freaks, addicts, and fuckers
the night has come once again
illuminating storm and stillness
with its perfect light
He lays on the bed
contemplating
the what if's
the could have been's
Still in the tiny cramped space
surrounded by scraps of paper
half-eaten cartons of bad Chinese takeout
and empty bottles of Smirnoff and Jack Daniel's
She left in a haze
taking in her suitcase
all their hopes, dreams, desires
and dirty laundry
He finds a picture of her
in happier times
and softly traces her face
with his fingers
The skeletons of his closet
have come back
from the long buried past
for their much deserved
revenge
Smiling to himself
he drops to his knees
mutters a silent plea
calmly awaiting
the deluge to
commence.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Addict"
"The Addict"
The man stares back
at the mirror
and can't stand the sight
of himself
of what he has lost
and what he has become
He stares at the walls
they are bare
and unbelievably brutal
in their silence
The words fly onto the page
as he sits at the old desk
the electric typewriter a-buzzing
his mind feverishly at the controls
A bottle of vodka sits idly by
he fishes in his pocket for a cigarette
and lights it, taking a long drag
he leans back in the chair
and smiles to himself
She left long ago
the warm and beauty
that filled his life
is now no more
He gets up
grabs the vodka bottle
and steps outside for a moment
into the waiting rain
Taking a drink
he longs for sweet surrender
that never comes
He falls to his knees
praying for respite
As his demons coldly laugh
churning, twisting, writhing
the pain contorts his face
into a state of wickedly contented
bliss
Lest the world fades away
the final breath exhales.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The man stares back
at the mirror
and can't stand the sight
of himself
of what he has lost
and what he has become
He stares at the walls
they are bare
and unbelievably brutal
in their silence
The words fly onto the page
as he sits at the old desk
the electric typewriter a-buzzing
his mind feverishly at the controls
A bottle of vodka sits idly by
he fishes in his pocket for a cigarette
and lights it, taking a long drag
he leans back in the chair
and smiles to himself
She left long ago
the warm and beauty
that filled his life
is now no more
He gets up
grabs the vodka bottle
and steps outside for a moment
into the waiting rain
Taking a drink
he longs for sweet surrender
that never comes
He falls to his knees
praying for respite
As his demons coldly laugh
churning, twisting, writhing
the pain contorts his face
into a state of wickedly contented
bliss
Lest the world fades away
the final breath exhales.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Veil"
"The Veil"
She stands at the altar
her fiance apparently decided
to run off with that hot brunette
40-ish cougar
in the leopard print
and high heels
The bride
smiles to herself
amid a rush of tears
"It was so easy back then,"
she says with a sigh
He promised to take her
away from all the sadness
from all the pain that tortured
her aching heart
That first night
she found out
that he loved her
She decided to repay him
in kind
with lingerie and red wine
it was a sordid, lovely night
Time passed and the two
became joined at the hip
he took a steady 9-5
while she stayed home with the kids
The night of their undoing
he was caught in the backseat
getting to know the neighbor's wife
with his pants down around his ankles
The bastard smiled afterward
and, upon his return, the bride
punched him square in the face
and stormed out of the house
The lonely veil left on the killing floor.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
She stands at the altar
her fiance apparently decided
to run off with that hot brunette
40-ish cougar
in the leopard print
and high heels
The bride
smiles to herself
amid a rush of tears
"It was so easy back then,"
she says with a sigh
He promised to take her
away from all the sadness
from all the pain that tortured
her aching heart
That first night
she found out
that he loved her
She decided to repay him
in kind
with lingerie and red wine
it was a sordid, lovely night
Time passed and the two
became joined at the hip
he took a steady 9-5
while she stayed home with the kids
The night of their undoing
he was caught in the backseat
getting to know the neighbor's wife
with his pants down around his ankles
The bastard smiled afterward
and, upon his return, the bride
punched him square in the face
and stormed out of the house
The lonely veil left on the killing floor.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Chaos and Midday"
"Chaos and Midday"
When the line
crosses into the night's fateful
sublime knowing
and the seams
are about to burst
And the broken mess
lies in the floor
what is left
is not much else
Other than this empty room
and the same old typewriter
in the same chair
the walls are bare now
My hands ache
with resignation
of the coming
of the eventual
undoing
The sun is shining
inside, my bones are cold
the blood that runs
through my body
is rendered useless
Strangers walk past
on the street
with their filthy handshakes
and fake gestures
You are gone now
nothing is the same
I'm missing you
as the world grows smaller
I die a little more inside
who's gonna reach out
to rescue me
from the fall?
Head in my hands
Tthe clock blares
it is now 1:30 p.m.
as a breath manages
a heroic escape
The debacle is now
in full swing.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
When the line
crosses into the night's fateful
sublime knowing
and the seams
are about to burst
And the broken mess
lies in the floor
what is left
is not much else
Other than this empty room
and the same old typewriter
in the same chair
the walls are bare now
My hands ache
with resignation
of the coming
of the eventual
undoing
The sun is shining
inside, my bones are cold
the blood that runs
through my body
is rendered useless
Strangers walk past
on the street
with their filthy handshakes
and fake gestures
You are gone now
nothing is the same
I'm missing you
as the world grows smaller
I die a little more inside
who's gonna reach out
to rescue me
from the fall?
Head in my hands
Tthe clock blares
it is now 1:30 p.m.
as a breath manages
a heroic escape
The debacle is now
in full swing.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, June 8, 2009
Poem: "Taken"
"Taken"
This feels like a dream
the sun rises
its glorious light
signals the beginning
you're standing by the window
silently watching the restless waves
as they crash against the waiting shore
I get up and go to the window
you smile as I take your hand
and you put your arm around me
moments pass
as your heart
throbs
nearly skipping
a beat
you gaze at me
longingly
as we kiss
your lips taste
sweet
lest our fervent embrace
leads us down
unknown paths
let my devotion
be our guide
to light the way
hold me close
tell me that you desire
what it is
I so desperately offer.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
This feels like a dream
the sun rises
its glorious light
signals the beginning
you're standing by the window
silently watching the restless waves
as they crash against the waiting shore
I get up and go to the window
you smile as I take your hand
and you put your arm around me
moments pass
as your heart
throbs
nearly skipping
a beat
you gaze at me
longingly
as we kiss
your lips taste
sweet
lest our fervent embrace
leads us down
unknown paths
let my devotion
be our guide
to light the way
hold me close
tell me that you desire
what it is
I so desperately offer.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Poem: "Deep"
"Deep"
The moonlight illuminates
your face, your lovely face
as you sleep, shadows flicker
and dance amid your subtle shape
You called last night
at the bar
had a few drinks
and danced
with a handsome stranger
"I hate it when
those random cocks
think it's okay to just
come up behind me
and grab my ass."
It was 2:30
in the morning
when you knocked
on my door
Your eyes were bloodshot
your mascara all over
saying nothing
you ran over
and caught me up
in your embrace
We talked for hours
over coffee
and bad Chinese takeout
Feeling needy
you motioned to the bed
and, as you laid there
you shuddered
spreading your legs
ever so slightly
Your mouth parted
as we kissed
the heat between us
undeniable
As our bodies
intertwined
faster, harder, more
and so went the flow
Until you collapsed
into my waiting arms
bathed in sweat
sticky and satisfied
you winked as
you licked your lips
Wanting another go
knowing all along
you were in deep
from the start.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The moonlight illuminates
your face, your lovely face
as you sleep, shadows flicker
and dance amid your subtle shape
You called last night
at the bar
had a few drinks
and danced
with a handsome stranger
"I hate it when
those random cocks
think it's okay to just
come up behind me
and grab my ass."
It was 2:30
in the morning
when you knocked
on my door
Your eyes were bloodshot
your mascara all over
saying nothing
you ran over
and caught me up
in your embrace
We talked for hours
over coffee
and bad Chinese takeout
Feeling needy
you motioned to the bed
and, as you laid there
you shuddered
spreading your legs
ever so slightly
Your mouth parted
as we kissed
the heat between us
undeniable
As our bodies
intertwined
faster, harder, more
and so went the flow
Until you collapsed
into my waiting arms
bathed in sweat
sticky and satisfied
you winked as
you licked your lips
Wanting another go
knowing all along
you were in deep
from the start.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Poem: "Amid The Ruins"
"Amid The Ruins"
The moonlight shimmers
across the restless tides
another day is gone away
as watchful eyes ponder
unforeseen motives
the same routine
at the old typewriter
writing the same lines
watching the wheels spin
she lies on the bed
with her diary open
pouring her heart out
her thoughts
are a million miles away
a note left on the door:
"dearest,
it has been ages since we
last saw one another
I did not want
our last moments together
to be full of anger and pain
I just wanted to let you know
that that you will always be
the most special part of me
even though we're apart
please know that the sun
will rise again
and I won't ever let you go"
she gets up and goes to the kitchen
and picks up the phone
dialing the number slowly
she exhales
desperately wishing
her beloved's embrace
to carry her home
amid the ruins.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The moonlight shimmers
across the restless tides
another day is gone away
as watchful eyes ponder
unforeseen motives
the same routine
at the old typewriter
writing the same lines
watching the wheels spin
she lies on the bed
with her diary open
pouring her heart out
her thoughts
are a million miles away
a note left on the door:
"dearest,
it has been ages since we
last saw one another
I did not want
our last moments together
to be full of anger and pain
I just wanted to let you know
that that you will always be
the most special part of me
even though we're apart
please know that the sun
will rise again
and I won't ever let you go"
she gets up and goes to the kitchen
and picks up the phone
dialing the number slowly
she exhales
desperately wishing
her beloved's embrace
to carry her home
amid the ruins.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Sober"
"Sober"
The bright sun has burned away
the last vestiges of self-control
as the bottle sits silently on the desk
in front of me
the bed where I lay is empty
and cold
your subtle warmth
gone away
the phone rings
I let the answering machine
pick up
just so I can your voice again
the walls
are bare now
it's too late
to save me
from the fall
sometimes
I close my eyes
and hear you
whisper softly
your fragrant beauty
lingers awhile
clinging to me
haunting my soul
stirring my bones
amid perfect strokes
of shadow and release
the aching intersection
of unbridled sensuality.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The bright sun has burned away
the last vestiges of self-control
as the bottle sits silently on the desk
in front of me
the bed where I lay is empty
and cold
your subtle warmth
gone away
the phone rings
I let the answering machine
pick up
just so I can your voice again
the walls
are bare now
it's too late
to save me
from the fall
sometimes
I close my eyes
and hear you
whisper softly
your fragrant beauty
lingers awhile
clinging to me
haunting my soul
stirring my bones
amid perfect strokes
of shadow and release
the aching intersection
of unbridled sensuality.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Imprint"
"Imprint"
The alarm clock
blares loudly
it is 3 a.m.
as the light
goes out
In the dark
of the early morning
hours
while the world sleeps
desperation seethes
I sit here at my desk
in the same old chair
writing the words
The alarm clock
blares loudly
it is 3 a.m.
as the light
goes out
In the dark
of the early morning
hours
while the world sleeps
desperation seethes
I sit here at my desk
in the same old chair
writing the words
that I hope will reach you
the night light
starts to flicker
as thoughts
of you rush
into my mind
I am a cup
waiting desperately
to be filled.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, June 5, 2009
Poem: "Possession"
"Possession"
The light fades slowly
patches of sun still peek through
the open window
she looks out
up at the sky
as the clouds approach
and gentle night settles in
she longs for him
his face forever imprinted
in her mind
she reaches for his picture
on the nightstand
clutching it
close to her heart
the bed is cold and empty
without his warmth
and easy laugh
she turns away
as the loneliness creeps in
and threatens to overtake
her precious heart
somewhere
he walks in silently
into the same space
he's occupied for years
with the single bed
and cramped desk
with electric typewriter
he wishes that she knew
the desires of his heart
and what lies deep
within his soul
the phone rings
she is on the other line
he smiles to himself
and so the dance begins anew.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The light fades slowly
patches of sun still peek through
the open window
she looks out
up at the sky
as the clouds approach
and gentle night settles in
she longs for him
his face forever imprinted
in her mind
she reaches for his picture
on the nightstand
clutching it
close to her heart
the bed is cold and empty
without his warmth
and easy laugh
she turns away
as the loneliness creeps in
and threatens to overtake
her precious heart
somewhere
he walks in silently
into the same space
he's occupied for years
with the single bed
and cramped desk
with electric typewriter
he wishes that she knew
the desires of his heart
and what lies deep
within his soul
the phone rings
she is on the other line
he smiles to himself
and so the dance begins anew.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Nearly Gone"
"Nearly Gone"
I think I'm falling for you, he said
it has been hours since they have talked
or seen one another, but the poor boy's heart
is so full
that he's about to burst at the seams
he walks to the desk and sits down
feverishly writing down his thoughts
on the paper
barely stopping for a breath
the words flow like running water
onto the thirsty page
she waits in silence
her heart locked away
the beauty in her eyes
masked by the pain
that haunts her still
the moment fate intervenes
and the two desperate souls
are joined together
the woman smiles
and embraces the boy
and the joy that consumes her
nearly makes his heart ache
overflowing with need and gratitude
they lie together now
underneath the stars
he holds her close
as she lays her head
on his bare chest
they look deeply
into one another's eyes
and with that first kiss
the world that they once knew apart
is now nearly gone.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I think I'm falling for you, he said
it has been hours since they have talked
or seen one another, but the poor boy's heart
is so full
that he's about to burst at the seams
he walks to the desk and sits down
feverishly writing down his thoughts
on the paper
barely stopping for a breath
the words flow like running water
onto the thirsty page
she waits in silence
her heart locked away
the beauty in her eyes
masked by the pain
that haunts her still
the moment fate intervenes
and the two desperate souls
are joined together
the woman smiles
and embraces the boy
and the joy that consumes her
nearly makes his heart ache
overflowing with need and gratitude
they lie together now
underneath the stars
he holds her close
as she lays her head
on his bare chest
they look deeply
into one another's eyes
and with that first kiss
the world that they once knew apart
is now nearly gone.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Skin"
Poem: "Skin"
You are out there
waiting in silence
moments pass
as the glitter of
neon fades
You don't know me
although we've passed
each other in public
several times
If the coward in me
would die
then you would
surely know
what I already do
Though distance keeps us apart
every time I close my eyes
we are together
you and I
in the same space
I don't have the words
in this moment with you
to feel your warmth
against my skin
Lest the demons drag me
into the mouth of hell
as heaven stares down
with divine reluctance
I'm locked away in the same room
with all these words - precious words
scattered on countless pieces of paper
across the cold wooden floor
It is night now
you slip on a short black dress
and ruby red lipstick
with your hair down
you look dangerous tonight
The anticipation is almost
ready to devour my insides
and break my fragile bones
one by one
Will you wait for me
in the fragrant shadows
longing to be noticed
aching to be touched
starving for affection
As I lie naked on the bed
moonlight illuminates my bare chest
lost in the rapture, desire beckons
the door opens slowly as you walk in
"here and now, my love
our sensual undoing,"
was the last thing you whispered
amid the tumultuous roar
of our bodies intertwined
in sweat and ecstasy
Reaching out for beautiful release.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
You are out there
waiting in silence
moments pass
as the glitter of
neon fades
You don't know me
although we've passed
each other in public
several times
If the coward in me
would die
then you would
surely know
what I already do
Though distance keeps us apart
every time I close my eyes
we are together
you and I
in the same space
I don't have the words
in this moment with you
to feel your warmth
against my skin
Lest the demons drag me
into the mouth of hell
as heaven stares down
with divine reluctance
I'm locked away in the same room
with all these words - precious words
scattered on countless pieces of paper
across the cold wooden floor
It is night now
you slip on a short black dress
and ruby red lipstick
with your hair down
you look dangerous tonight
The anticipation is almost
ready to devour my insides
and break my fragile bones
one by one
Will you wait for me
in the fragrant shadows
longing to be noticed
aching to be touched
starving for affection
As I lie naked on the bed
moonlight illuminates my bare chest
lost in the rapture, desire beckons
the door opens slowly as you walk in
"here and now, my love
our sensual undoing,"
was the last thing you whispered
amid the tumultuous roar
of our bodies intertwined
in sweat and ecstasy
Reaching out for beautiful release.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Poem: "Closet Fuckers"
"Closet Fuckers"
Part I: SHE
I was 16
when I lost it
it hurt and it was dark
we had decided to wait
until Mom left for the night
I was a popular girl in school
every day after gym class
the boys would wait near my locker
like moths to a flame
His name was Brad
and he was big
6'3" and muscular
and he loved to show off
It happened on a Friday
under the bleachers
during football practice
He liked the my short skirt
the way it accentuated my hips
and always watched my walk
he was determined, that one was
It hurt at first with him
on top of me
raising me up
into him
I stifled a scream
I felt something gush
inside me and
my heart sank.
Part II: He
Victoria was a prude
she didn't think so
but everyone knew it
by the way she was
The way she could gaze
into the eyes of an unsuspecting guy
and turn his knees to jelly
Or whenever she walked
The way her hips swayed
back and forth
made all the guys squirm
with anticipation
She seduced a freshman
in the boy's locker room
by bending over and showing her ass
and exposing her cleavage
She backed up into him
as they went
in and out
painting the loop
Wet, sweaty
achingly lustful
screaming
The last moments, euphoric.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Part I: SHE
I was 16
when I lost it
it hurt and it was dark
we had decided to wait
until Mom left for the night
I was a popular girl in school
every day after gym class
the boys would wait near my locker
like moths to a flame
His name was Brad
and he was big
6'3" and muscular
and he loved to show off
It happened on a Friday
under the bleachers
during football practice
He liked the my short skirt
the way it accentuated my hips
and always watched my walk
he was determined, that one was
It hurt at first with him
on top of me
raising me up
into him
I stifled a scream
I felt something gush
inside me and
my heart sank.
Part II: He
Victoria was a prude
she didn't think so
but everyone knew it
by the way she was
The way she could gaze
into the eyes of an unsuspecting guy
and turn his knees to jelly
Or whenever she walked
The way her hips swayed
back and forth
made all the guys squirm
with anticipation
She seduced a freshman
in the boy's locker room
by bending over and showing her ass
and exposing her cleavage
She backed up into him
as they went
in and out
painting the loop
Wet, sweaty
achingly lustful
screaming
The last moments, euphoric.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Chasing In The Dark"
Poem: "Chasing In The Dark"
Part 1: Her
Her black hair glistens
as she steps out of the shower
dries herself off
and stands naked
in front of a full-length mirror
Admiring her lovely shape
subtle contours
ample breasts
pouty lips
She puts on a short black dress
that rises above the knees
that barely covers her ass
when she walks
She smiles and laughs
no one hears her
the excitement
is almost too much
as she stumbles
out the door.
Part II: She (The Lover)
Putting on her lipstick
she feels her heart pounding
like a siren into the waiting night
she pours herself a glass of wine
and sits on the couch
She lays back and closes her eyes
imagining her lover
touching her, whispering to her
"you know you want this"
The anticipation is intoxicating
as she loses herself in the moment
feeling warm
she reaches for her favorite cock
and has one last go
as she succumbs to beautiful release
the wetness all over
her aching thighs
As the doorbell starts to ring.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Part 1: Her
Her black hair glistens
as she steps out of the shower
dries herself off
and stands naked
in front of a full-length mirror
Admiring her lovely shape
subtle contours
ample breasts
pouty lips
She puts on a short black dress
that rises above the knees
that barely covers her ass
when she walks
She smiles and laughs
no one hears her
the excitement
is almost too much
as she stumbles
out the door.
Part II: She (The Lover)
Putting on her lipstick
she feels her heart pounding
like a siren into the waiting night
she pours herself a glass of wine
and sits on the couch
She lays back and closes her eyes
imagining her lover
touching her, whispering to her
"you know you want this"
The anticipation is intoxicating
as she loses herself in the moment
feeling warm
she reaches for her favorite cock
and has one last go
as she succumbs to beautiful release
the wetness all over
her aching thighs
As the doorbell starts to ring.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Beauty's Escape"
"Beauty's Escape"
I don't know what's wrong with me, love
the hollow beating of my heart
makes me desperately long
for a quiet place
to escape
Darling, the demons
threaten to overtake
my tortured soul
there's no turning back now
If only I could see your face
to rest my head on your bare chest
to feel your breath against my neck
to kiss you until I am forever intoxicated
I fallen so far
in so deep
that I have forgotten
where I end
and you begin
The thought of you
warms my cold heart
and stirs a hunger
that I believed to be long gone
Sit with me now
my beautiful one
and allow the fires
of passion and need
guide us
So I can get lost
in the rapture and affection
that is you
Will you save me
long enough to set me free?
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I don't know what's wrong with me, love
the hollow beating of my heart
makes me desperately long
for a quiet place
to escape
Darling, the demons
threaten to overtake
my tortured soul
there's no turning back now
If only I could see your face
to rest my head on your bare chest
to feel your breath against my neck
to kiss you until I am forever intoxicated
I fallen so far
in so deep
that I have forgotten
where I end
and you begin
The thought of you
warms my cold heart
and stirs a hunger
that I believed to be long gone
Sit with me now
my beautiful one
and allow the fires
of passion and need
guide us
So I can get lost
in the rapture and affection
that is you
Will you save me
long enough to set me free?
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, June 1, 2009
Poem: "Spinning The Wheels"
"Spinning The Wheels"
The room seems a bit uneven
a little off kilter
am I still here
the mauve walls
mock my contemplation
You left a week ago
I'd be lying if I told you
that I'm doing fine
the bottles of liquor
attest to my moral apathy
The guy you are with
is rich, successful
lives in the Hamptons
and quotes Picasso
I'm stuck in this
cramped shit hole
of a place
writing away aimlessly
on the same old typewriter
I'm waiting for you
again
like old times
thinking of you again
Dear love
with your sweet face
your soft curves
round hips
firm breasts
and aching temptation
How I hate you now
the sickening laughter
of the silent walls
The damned eye o'clock
signaling my impending doom
as the phone sits in the corner
untouched
I pick up the receiver
dial your number
just to hear you
fuck me over
again
My sweet darling
make me forget
please let me
slip through the cracks.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The room seems a bit uneven
a little off kilter
am I still here
the mauve walls
mock my contemplation
You left a week ago
I'd be lying if I told you
that I'm doing fine
the bottles of liquor
attest to my moral apathy
The guy you are with
is rich, successful
lives in the Hamptons
and quotes Picasso
I'm stuck in this
cramped shit hole
of a place
writing away aimlessly
on the same old typewriter
I'm waiting for you
again
like old times
thinking of you again
Dear love
with your sweet face
your soft curves
round hips
firm breasts
and aching temptation
How I hate you now
the sickening laughter
of the silent walls
The damned eye o'clock
signaling my impending doom
as the phone sits in the corner
untouched
I pick up the receiver
dial your number
just to hear you
fuck me over
again
My sweet darling
make me forget
please let me
slip through the cracks.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Night and Shade"
"Night and Shade"
Her black hair
falling down
slightly past
her shoulders
her pale skin
illuminated
by the perfect light
of silvery moon
the vampire princess
her soft face
and subtle beauty
masks what lies
his broken soul
she stands before him
and, as they kiss
the taste lingers
as the moment fades
into eternity
the love they hold
for one another
is the shimmering light
breaking through
the wounded sky
after the storm
this moment
they are alone
together
such a beautiful interlude
as she whispers,
I love you
he responds in kind
under the glimmering stars
she smiles as he says
I will never let you go.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Her black hair
falling down
slightly past
her shoulders
her pale skin
illuminated
by the perfect light
of silvery moon
the vampire princess
her soft face
and subtle beauty
masks what lies
beneath in shadow
the heart that beats within
is wide open and searching
for that kindred soul
to soothe for pain
and warm the coldness
that seethes inside
her beloved waits from afar
his heart full of longing
his arms open wishing
for the embrace that
will calm the raging fires
that have tormentedthe heart that beats within
is wide open and searching
for that kindred soul
to soothe for pain
and warm the coldness
that seethes inside
her beloved waits from afar
his heart full of longing
his arms open wishing
for the embrace that
will calm the raging fires
his broken soul
she stands before him
and, as they kiss
the taste lingers
as the moment fades
into eternity
the love they hold
for one another
is the shimmering light
breaking through
the wounded sky
after the storm
this moment
they are alone
together
such a beautiful interlude
as she whispers,
I love you
he responds in kind
under the glimmering stars
she smiles as he says
I will never let you go.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Into The Black"
"Into The Black"
Lost in fervent dreams
comes darkest night
when the wind howls
as she lies in bed
the huntress seethes
sleep evades her
elusive, it laughs
denying her
peace
she gets up
and goes to the window
and gazes at the coming storm
as the thunder rumbles
and the heavens
unleash their fury
she smiles
the princess of the darkness
and ventures into
the unknown jungle
of which there
is much pain and pleasure
to be had
her long black hair
drapes her beautiful face
her pale skin
illuminated by the moonlight
her heart
seeks the warmth
of her lover
now gone away
she has witnessed the wrath
of hell's damned
the mere thought of him
the object of her affection
and untamed desire
her beloved
lying uncovered on the bed
warms her cold heart
as she turns and heads for home
she whispers
I am the beautiful face
of night's demise
as she goes in search
for her beloved
something inside her stirs
as she smiles
the corners
of her aching mouth
dripping with her lover's blood.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Lost in fervent dreams
comes darkest night
when the wind howls
as she lies in bed
the huntress seethes
sleep evades her
elusive, it laughs
denying her
peace
she gets up
and goes to the window
and gazes at the coming storm
as the thunder rumbles
and the heavens
unleash their fury
she smiles
the princess of the darkness
and ventures into
the unknown jungle
of which there
is much pain and pleasure
to be had
her long black hair
drapes her beautiful face
her pale skin
illuminated by the moonlight
her heart
seeks the warmth
of her lover
now gone away
she has witnessed the wrath
of hell's damned
the mere thought of him
the object of her affection
and untamed desire
her beloved
lying uncovered on the bed
warms her cold heart
as she turns and heads for home
she whispers
I am the beautiful face
of night's demise
as she goes in search
for her beloved
something inside her stirs
as she smiles
the corners
of her aching mouth
dripping with her lover's blood.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Need"
"Need"
In comes the night
such an unruly mistress
the day has passed away
its splendid fire
gone
outside, the sky
patches of blue
peek out
amid the gloom
I wake up
the slow pitter-patter
of the rain as it falls
to the parched earth
you lay next to me
your arms on my bare chest
you look up at me
and smile knowingly
we kiss
your lips taste
ever so sweet, darling
your hands touch
all over my body
I hold you close
the silence lingers
amid the whispers
of temptation
our bodies intertwine
in long moments
dripping, aching
sensual longing
in the aftermath
of the deluge
where passion and lust
collide desperately
love lies at the feet
of beautiful need.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
In comes the night
such an unruly mistress
the day has passed away
its splendid fire
gone
outside, the sky
patches of blue
peek out
amid the gloom
I wake up
the slow pitter-patter
of the rain as it falls
to the parched earth
you lay next to me
your arms on my bare chest
you look up at me
and smile knowingly
we kiss
your lips taste
ever so sweet, darling
your hands touch
all over my body
I hold you close
the silence lingers
amid the whispers
of temptation
our bodies intertwine
in long moments
dripping, aching
sensual longing
in the aftermath
of the deluge
where passion and lust
collide desperately
love lies at the feet
of beautiful need.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Poem: "The Garden"
"The Garden"
the dawn breaks
with its shimmering light
she walks alone
lost in the splendor
of those forbidden things
her little ones, she says
it has been ages
since she has known
the warmth that
unbridled passion
is known to bestow
her lonely soul
the emptiness
with its subtle musings
calls out to her
in her most vulnerable
of moments
it has been ages
since she has seen him
she lays on the cold bed
wishing for her beloved's return
the morning of her undoing
she was in the garden
when she saw him standing there
a lark on his shoulder
her heart skipped a beat
as she rushed to meet
her lover's embrace
lost in the rapture
of that smoldering kiss
were the words she whispered:
"how I've missed you, my love
never again shall I let you go."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
the dawn breaks
with its shimmering light
she walks alone
lost in the splendor
of those forbidden things
her little ones, she says
it has been ages
since she has known
the warmth that
unbridled passion
is known to bestow
her lonely soul
the emptiness
with its subtle musings
calls out to her
in her most vulnerable
of moments
it has been ages
since she has seen him
she lays on the cold bed
wishing for her beloved's return
the morning of her undoing
she was in the garden
when she saw him standing there
a lark on his shoulder
her heart skipped a beat
as she rushed to meet
her lover's embrace
lost in the rapture
of that smoldering kiss
were the words she whispered:
"how I've missed you, my love
never again shall I let you go."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, May 24, 2009
My other blog: Scenes and Dialogue Blog
Heads up anyone interested. I also have a "Scenes and Dialogue" blog which I also write for. here's the URL:
http://themirrorfades.blogspot.com/
Enjoy!
http://themirrorfades.blogspot.com/
Enjoy!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Poem: "Crown of Thorns"
"Crown of Thorns"
The man from Nazareth
born of Mary
but not of man
Calmed the storm
near Lake Galilee
cast out demons
and healed the sick
Fed the 5,000
on the mount
with a couple loaves
and fish
Peter
the rock
denied Him
three times
John
the beloved
followed Him
to the end
Judas
the betrayer
dipped his hand
in the same bowl
and sealed His fate
with a kiss
Son and carpenter
healer and prophet
Messiah
Lamb of God
If the day on Calvary comes to pass
and the faithful are shaken
let them find strength in His agony
and comfort in His last breath
Christ
the Lord
break the chains
of bondage
From the crown of thorns
that wound my forsaken heart
as temptation seethes within
strike down the Tempter
With the power
of thine mighty arm
and flaming sword.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The man from Nazareth
born of Mary
but not of man
Calmed the storm
near Lake Galilee
cast out demons
and healed the sick
Fed the 5,000
on the mount
with a couple loaves
and fish
Peter
the rock
denied Him
three times
John
the beloved
followed Him
to the end
Judas
the betrayer
dipped his hand
in the same bowl
and sealed His fate
with a kiss
Son and carpenter
healer and prophet
Messiah
Lamb of God
If the day on Calvary comes to pass
and the faithful are shaken
let them find strength in His agony
and comfort in His last breath
Christ
the Lord
break the chains
of bondage
From the crown of thorns
that wound my forsaken heart
as temptation seethes within
strike down the Tempter
With the power
of thine mighty arm
and flaming sword.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Vox"
"Vox"
the leeches and the damned
are coming out of
the woodwork
tonight
as you lie in bed
sleep evades you
as fickle as
the wind
the window is open
as the cool air
forces you awake
the moonlight
illuminates your face
look up to the sky
as the star streaks
in the quiet expanse of sky
as you reach for me
I am no more
and you are left
in a fetal position
on the floor
as a feeble scream
barely escapes
from the depths
within
never heard
this former beauty
and its stirring drama
as the phone rings
the last words you hear:
"it's fucking gone."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
the leeches and the damned
are coming out of
the woodwork
tonight
as you lie in bed
sleep evades you
as fickle as
the wind
the window is open
as the cool air
forces you awake
the moonlight
illuminates your face
look up to the sky
as the star streaks
in the quiet expanse of sky
as you reach for me
I am no more
and you are left
in a fetal position
on the floor
as a feeble scream
barely escapes
from the depths
within
never heard
this former beauty
and its stirring drama
as the phone rings
the last words you hear:
"it's fucking gone."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Poem: "You Can Call Me Anytime"
"You Can Call Me Anytime"
Take my hands
walk the funeral in the rain
make no unfortune demands
lest you end up like the insane
Knock, knock
what's that you're saying
my soul's at ease
I've never worn a purple frock
don't know the con you're playing
watch out don't catch a sexually transmitted disease
Kiss me once in red
the world is open wide
time for school
someone just died
She's no one's fool
The dawn is breaking
life is in bloom
cast your vote
your faith, you are forsaking
chase the gloom
on the last note.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Take my hands
walk the funeral in the rain
make no unfortune demands
lest you end up like the insane
Knock, knock
what's that you're saying
my soul's at ease
I've never worn a purple frock
don't know the con you're playing
watch out don't catch a sexually transmitted disease
Kiss me once in red
the world is open wide
time for school
someone just died
She's no one's fool
The dawn is breaking
life is in bloom
cast your vote
your faith, you are forsaking
chase the gloom
on the last note.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Niche"
"The Niche"
NYC temple
using in vitro
we are going to cut
harbinger of doom
ex current pension obligations
stinging blow
Senate votes
scallop boat
behind the scenes
swine flu
47 million years
practical advice
made it home
magic turn
Catholic probe
keep your nose
citing moral obligations
pets vow to attack
Snake River salmon
on the edge
desert on foot
endangered Craigslist
assisted foreclosure personals
I'm generally slow
new fencing border agents
don't ask, don't tell
still dazzling
primate Georgia
unveiled firm demands
20 to 30 civilians
allegedly are feared
I was being sarcastic
wildcat
potent
1940 coupons
lovers know
nerds are sexy
hope nobody's watching
broken glass
waiting for
ancient pet
5th grade
crocodiles.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
NYC temple
using in vitro
we are going to cut
harbinger of doom
ex current pension obligations
stinging blow
Senate votes
scallop boat
behind the scenes
swine flu
47 million years
practical advice
made it home
magic turn
Catholic probe
keep your nose
citing moral obligations
pets vow to attack
Snake River salmon
on the edge
desert on foot
endangered Craigslist
assisted foreclosure personals
I'm generally slow
new fencing border agents
don't ask, don't tell
still dazzling
primate Georgia
unveiled firm demands
20 to 30 civilians
allegedly are feared
I was being sarcastic
wildcat
potent
1940 coupons
lovers know
nerds are sexy
hope nobody's watching
broken glass
waiting for
ancient pet
5th grade
crocodiles.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Into Dust"
"Into Dust"
I wish I never saw the sunshine
fame
need you tonight
boys don't cry
fire woman
dancing in the street
bittersweet symphony
buffalo stance
like a feather
flowers on the wall
rebel rebel
let her cry
rehab
cold as ice
careless whisper
songbird
I've got you under my skin
Steve McQueen.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I wish I never saw the sunshine
fame
need you tonight
boys don't cry
fire woman
dancing in the street
bittersweet symphony
buffalo stance
like a feather
flowers on the wall
rebel rebel
let her cry
rehab
cold as ice
careless whisper
songbird
I've got you under my skin
Steve McQueen.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Poem: "FML"
"FML"
@FrenchTwizzler009 reports
the other day
some dude got robbed
that wasn't in his house. #what
@greenbehindthegills
complained
that the strawberry preserves
were rotten tasting out of the jar. #wth
@bombasticraygun
informed the world
that he was incontinent
after colonoscopy
and shit himself 12 times. #eww
@exotictreelimb
extolled the virtues
of oversized denim
and neon posters. #hohum
@XYZ123
was quick to exclaim
that Catholic soldiers
disdained from undergarments
during the Crusades. #shock
@VensaMenuG
sparred with her husband
over who made a sexier
spaghetti bolognese. #yummy
@MachinaInspid
declared Twitter a catalyst
for the moral degradation
in the 21st century. #wtf
In the end, the best parts are used
and the better parts are thrown away
left in the dust of the glittering Twitter Nation
in 140 or less
the countdown has begun
"What are you doing today?"
I'll be outside
taking a drag
from my last
remaining cigarette
Fuck my life.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
@FrenchTwizzler009 reports
the other day
some dude got robbed
that wasn't in his house. #what
@greenbehindthegills
complained
that the strawberry preserves
were rotten tasting out of the jar. #wth
@bombasticraygun
informed the world
that he was incontinent
after colonoscopy
and shit himself 12 times. #eww
@exotictreelimb
extolled the virtues
of oversized denim
and neon posters. #hohum
@XYZ123
was quick to exclaim
that Catholic soldiers
disdained from undergarments
during the Crusades. #shock
@VensaMenuG
sparred with her husband
over who made a sexier
spaghetti bolognese. #yummy
@MachinaInspid
declared Twitter a catalyst
for the moral degradation
in the 21st century. #wtf
In the end, the best parts are used
and the better parts are thrown away
left in the dust of the glittering Twitter Nation
in 140 or less
the countdown has begun
"What are you doing today?"
I'll be outside
taking a drag
from my last
remaining cigarette
Fuck my life.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Dashboard Confessions of a Twitter Addict"
"Dashboard Confessions of a Twitter Addict"
the smoke has cleared
as blood and dust
cover the floor
the dolls sit silently
watching the deluge unfold
in the awful propensity
of uncovered motives
the computer screen blinks
and bleeps
as the nameless connect
to their inner Bill Gates
if I have ever felt the
push and pull
to undress my innermost
thoughts and desires
do it in 140 characters or less.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
the smoke has cleared
as blood and dust
cover the floor
the dolls sit silently
watching the deluge unfold
in the awful propensity
of uncovered motives
the computer screen blinks
and bleeps
as the nameless connect
to their inner Bill Gates
if I have ever felt the
push and pull
to undress my innermost
thoughts and desires
do it in 140 characters or less.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Poem: "Regret"
"Regret"
She looked out the window
it was late on a Friday
she wore her favorite
black dress
she had her hair down
thought it made her look
ten years younger
it was time
the night called out
with the promise
of its bright neon
and silent electric longing
she wore pink lipstick
and her hands and feet
painted black
when she walked into the bar
she sat down, winked at the bartender
and slowly uncrossed her legs
casually sipping a vodka
a man sitting across the table
nodded carefully as he watched her
somewhere inside, he felt
a warm sensation
in the pit
of his stomach
every part of his being
tensed with anticipation
he closed his eyes
and imagined her
next to him
a time when the war
was over and he could
return to a normal life
and stop being a soldier
she made it back home
in a haze
she had one too many
at the bar
she wanted to love him
her lips trembled at the notion
she laid on the bed
and closed her eyes
in her mind
they were in bed
lying so close
she could feel his breath
against her face
touching, it began
until they were trapped
in the rapture
of sensual undoing
she loved him so, she said
his perfect body
his clean shaven face
the soldier left her behind
in the morning
she woke up alone
in the tiny room
snatches of him
lingering
forever etched in her mind
she got up slowly
went to the window
and felt
the illuminating warmth
of the risen sun
she smiled softly
as tears fell
regret sprung from within her
as she fell to her knees
in a heap on the floor
her world fades quietly
with each passing moment
a poignant death.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
She looked out the window
it was late on a Friday
she wore her favorite
black dress
she had her hair down
thought it made her look
ten years younger
it was time
the night called out
with the promise
of its bright neon
and silent electric longing
she wore pink lipstick
and her hands and feet
painted black
when she walked into the bar
she sat down, winked at the bartender
and slowly uncrossed her legs
casually sipping a vodka
a man sitting across the table
nodded carefully as he watched her
somewhere inside, he felt
a warm sensation
in the pit
of his stomach
every part of his being
tensed with anticipation
he closed his eyes
and imagined her
next to him
a time when the war
was over and he could
return to a normal life
and stop being a soldier
she made it back home
in a haze
she had one too many
at the bar
she wanted to love him
her lips trembled at the notion
she laid on the bed
and closed her eyes
in her mind
they were in bed
lying so close
she could feel his breath
against her face
touching, it began
until they were trapped
in the rapture
of sensual undoing
she loved him so, she said
his perfect body
his clean shaven face
the soldier left her behind
in the morning
she woke up alone
in the tiny room
snatches of him
lingering
forever etched in her mind
she got up slowly
went to the window
and felt
the illuminating warmth
of the risen sun
she smiled softly
as tears fell
regret sprung from within her
as she fell to her knees
in a heap on the floor
her world fades quietly
with each passing moment
a poignant death.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Hate"
"Hate"
It doesn't have
to end this way
let me hold
you close
once more
it is morning now
last night
is dead
with its quiet desperation
and garishling bright neon
my inevitable collapse is near
like a lover waiting
in the shadows
under the glittering
forlorn street lights
goodbye, dear
the incessant pull
of unrequited dreams
your last kiss
burned my insides
as I try to look away
as anger and regret
forces out bittersweet tears
in the silence
of the great divide
growing within my restless heart.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
It doesn't have
to end this way
let me hold
you close
once more
it is morning now
last night
is dead
with its quiet desperation
and garishling bright neon
my inevitable collapse is near
like a lover waiting
in the shadows
under the glittering
forlorn street lights
goodbye, dear
the incessant pull
of unrequited dreams
your last kiss
burned my insides
as I try to look away
as anger and regret
forces out bittersweet tears
in the silence
of the great divide
growing within my restless heart.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, May 15, 2009
Poem: "Stand"
"Stand"
She stares off
into the distance
it seems forever
since she has felt
his lips against
her aching mouth
since she has known
his subtle touch
and familiar voice
she is a sinking ship
in a raging ocean
her heart is ripped in two
and yet, she does not weep
she will not bleed
the woman still waits
by the open window
illuminated by the shimmer
of silent moonlight
her face watching
the lonely street below
in the morning
she wakes up
to the glaring heat
of the sun
she contemplates
what her next move
might be
she tries to resist
the allure of
the night
with its bright lights
and pretty faces
intoxicated with
the anticipation
of liquor and
a cheap fuck
she takes a drag
from her cigarette
letting it dangle
from her long fingers
the red nail polish
dances in the sunlight
as a smile creeps
about the corners
of her aching mouth.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
She stares off
into the distance
it seems forever
since she has felt
his lips against
her aching mouth
since she has known
his subtle touch
and familiar voice
she is a sinking ship
in a raging ocean
her heart is ripped in two
and yet, she does not weep
she will not bleed
the woman still waits
by the open window
illuminated by the shimmer
of silent moonlight
her face watching
the lonely street below
in the morning
she wakes up
to the glaring heat
of the sun
she contemplates
what her next move
might be
she tries to resist
the allure of
the night
with its bright lights
and pretty faces
intoxicated with
the anticipation
of liquor and
a cheap fuck
she takes a drag
from her cigarette
letting it dangle
from her long fingers
the red nail polish
dances in the sunlight
as a smile creeps
about the corners
of her aching mouth.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Poem: "Dead End"
"Dead End"
The coffee sits on the counter
In a little styrofoam cup
streaked with red lipstick
Post It notes
littered with
scribbled "I love you's"
tacked on the fridge
your dress lies
on the bed
it was strapless
and came slightly
above the knee
your scent
still clings
to the pillow
I replay
old messages
left on the answering machine
just to hear your voice again
woke up this morning
it's been months now
I spend the days
in that corner diner
we used to have lunch at
writing letters to you
that I don't have
the intention of sending
I ran into your sister
the other day
she said you moved away
to Europe somewhere
met some perfect stranger
who finally gave you everything
that I couldn't ever hope to
at night I still go to the same spot
we once shared
when our hearts were full
and the world seemed
brimming with possibilities and wonder
the stars shine brightly
as the moon illuminates
the street I walk on
moving ever forward
until I reach
the inevitable
all the while, I think of you
the desperation, palpable
as I close my eyes
and in that moment,
we are together once more
though forever apart.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The coffee sits on the counter
In a little styrofoam cup
streaked with red lipstick
Post It notes
littered with
scribbled "I love you's"
tacked on the fridge
your dress lies
on the bed
it was strapless
and came slightly
above the knee
your scent
still clings
to the pillow
I replay
old messages
left on the answering machine
just to hear your voice again
woke up this morning
it's been months now
I spend the days
in that corner diner
we used to have lunch at
writing letters to you
that I don't have
the intention of sending
I ran into your sister
the other day
she said you moved away
to Europe somewhere
met some perfect stranger
who finally gave you everything
that I couldn't ever hope to
at night I still go to the same spot
we once shared
when our hearts were full
and the world seemed
brimming with possibilities and wonder
the stars shine brightly
as the moon illuminates
the street I walk on
moving ever forward
until I reach
the inevitable
all the while, I think of you
the desperation, palpable
as I close my eyes
and in that moment,
we are together once more
though forever apart.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Peephole"
"Peephole"
I've been watching you
for months now
trapped in this lonely
uninviting space
I see you walk
down the street
you stop for coffee
at Starbucks
every Tuesday at 8:15 a.m.
you go to the gym
with your Walkman in hand
your favorite color is midnight blue
and your smile reminds me
of Gala apples
and your scent is a cross
between jasmine and vanilla
you brought home sometime
the third Sunday three months ago
he fucked you up against the wall
raised your skirt and you gasped
no panties, the bastard squealed
I watched from the peephole
of my door
you knocked sometime later
but the lights were out
and I was getting to know
myself better
what would it be like
to hear you breathe
to feel your head resting
softly against my naked chest
you don't have to worry
your dirty little secret
is safe with me.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I've been watching you
for months now
trapped in this lonely
uninviting space
I see you walk
down the street
you stop for coffee
at Starbucks
every Tuesday at 8:15 a.m.
you go to the gym
with your Walkman in hand
your favorite color is midnight blue
and your smile reminds me
of Gala apples
and your scent is a cross
between jasmine and vanilla
you brought home sometime
the third Sunday three months ago
he fucked you up against the wall
raised your skirt and you gasped
no panties, the bastard squealed
I watched from the peephole
of my door
you knocked sometime later
but the lights were out
and I was getting to know
myself better
what would it be like
to hear you breathe
to feel your head resting
softly against my naked chest
you don't have to worry
your dirty little secret
is safe with me.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Monday, May 11, 2009
Poem: "The Mark"
"The Mark"
It is quiet now
the yelling has subsided
the screams have faded
she crawls
to the phone
dials 9-1-1
struggles to
speak
the operator says
"9-1-1, what
is your emergency?"
the woman repiles
"please help. he is coming,"
as she collapses
the world starts to fade
as her eyes catch sight
of him standing over
her motionless body
she has become
the mark.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
It is quiet now
the yelling has subsided
the screams have faded
she crawls
to the phone
dials 9-1-1
struggles to
speak
the operator says
"9-1-1, what
is your emergency?"
the woman repiles
"please help. he is coming,"
as she collapses
the world starts to fade
as her eyes catch sight
of him standing over
her motionless body
she has become
the mark.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Forget Beatty"
"Forget Beatty"
William was handsome
tall, tan-skinned
with dark hair
and piercing brown eyes
he makes me hate
myself
I am small
and
hopeless
an insignificant blot
on the face of humanity
I turn over
and try to shut my eyes
the fool inside of me
whispers incessantly
wake up
wash your hair
put on fresh clothes
eat breakfast
an hour of exercise
followed by meditation
and Tai Chi
I hate myself
but I don't ever
dare to change
I want so desperately
to forget Beatty.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
William was handsome
tall, tan-skinned
with dark hair
and piercing brown eyes
he makes me hate
myself
I am small
and
hopeless
an insignificant blot
on the face of humanity
I turn over
and try to shut my eyes
the fool inside of me
whispers incessantly
wake up
wash your hair
put on fresh clothes
eat breakfast
an hour of exercise
followed by meditation
and Tai Chi
I hate myself
but I don't ever
dare to change
I want so desperately
to forget Beatty.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "October's Release"
"October's Release"
The autumn leaves
have fallen silently
on the ground
walking amid the crowds
of the faceless strangers
as they mockingly smile
smirk and point
the sins of the fathers
have been visited on
unsuspecting mothers
and their young
it is almost Halloween
with the masks and
the makeup
somewhere inside
the inner child seethes
unbearable screams
the birthing has finally
begun
the child held in her mother's arms
smiles gently and falls asleep
as the pain of motherhood lapses
lost in October's
subtle release.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The autumn leaves
have fallen silently
on the ground
walking amid the crowds
of the faceless strangers
as they mockingly smile
smirk and point
the sins of the fathers
have been visited on
unsuspecting mothers
and their young
it is almost Halloween
with the masks and
the makeup
somewhere inside
the inner child seethes
unbearable screams
the birthing has finally
begun
the child held in her mother's arms
smiles gently and falls asleep
as the pain of motherhood lapses
lost in October's
subtle release.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Leaving The Spectacle"
"Leaving The Spectacle"
Underneath the stars
when the world is quiet
and the sky opens up
her tears
laying with you
drinking in the
unfettered beauty
of God's hand
lest we must let go
of the beating of
our expectant hearts
and gently forget
the beauty of this world
let the spectacle
of our passing
be mourned among
the most faithful devoted
of our unknown
stalkers.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Underneath the stars
when the world is quiet
and the sky opens up
her tears
laying with you
drinking in the
unfettered beauty
of God's hand
lest we must let go
of the beating of
our expectant hearts
and gently forget
the beauty of this world
let the spectacle
of our passing
be mourned among
the most faithful devoted
of our unknown
stalkers.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Veiled"
"Veiled"
The sun
has long since
faded away
the night sky
is clear
without a single star
rain begins to fall
soaking me
to the bone
I can hear my teeth chatter
in the silence of my feverish mind
as my eyes burn
with the memory
of former indiscretions
of the other men
that have shared our bed
if you have ever loved me
my dearest one
let the final blow
be veiled
in the sweetness
of your aching lips.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The sun
has long since
faded away
the night sky
is clear
without a single star
rain begins to fall
soaking me
to the bone
I can hear my teeth chatter
in the silence of my feverish mind
as my eyes burn
with the memory
of former indiscretions
of the other men
that have shared our bed
if you have ever loved me
my dearest one
let the final blow
be veiled
in the sweetness
of your aching lips.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Gone"
"Gone"
The light shimmers
against your face
it seems like forever
since we have shared
the same space
I have missed you so
the way you laugh
how you eyes dance
when you smile
the softness of your hair
the warmth of you
against me
I found the your letter
this morning
after making coffee
nearly spilled the cup
and burned the toast
it read:
"my dearest,
This is so hard
for me to do
but we both know
in my heart
that it's the right thing
the only way
to save you
from a life of emptiness
and shame"
so now, here I am
in the solace
of this fragile moment
if I must move on
without you
forgive me
if my stubborn heart
clings to you ever still
but now
forever
gone.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The light shimmers
against your face
it seems like forever
since we have shared
the same space
I have missed you so
the way you laugh
how you eyes dance
when you smile
the softness of your hair
the warmth of you
against me
I found the your letter
this morning
after making coffee
nearly spilled the cup
and burned the toast
it read:
"my dearest,
This is so hard
for me to do
but we both know
in my heart
that it's the right thing
the only way
to save you
from a life of emptiness
and shame"
so now, here I am
in the solace
of this fragile moment
if I must move on
without you
forgive me
if my stubborn heart
clings to you ever still
but now
forever
gone.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Lovelorn"
"Lovelorn"
If the beautiful canyons
and vistas of nature
shall fade and cease
with new break of day
if the perfect blue
of the ocean shall become
a reeking graveyard
of stinking horror
if the day comes
when death comes
to meet my imperfect
body
if I ever had to say
the words
that would break your heart
and ruin the world
as we knew it
know that
as I stand here
alone
under the weeping willow
of memory and loss
I would never
let you
go.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
If the beautiful canyons
and vistas of nature
shall fade and cease
with new break of day
if the perfect blue
of the ocean shall become
a reeking graveyard
of stinking horror
if the day comes
when death comes
to meet my imperfect
body
if I ever had to say
the words
that would break your heart
and ruin the world
as we knew it
know that
as I stand here
alone
under the weeping willow
of memory and loss
I would never
let you
go.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Beauty and Fade"
"Beauty and Fade"
Your arms draped
on my naked chest
last night
wrapped in fragrance
and lust
your lips met mine
the heat in the room
intoxicating
the intersection
of mutual longing
undeniable
in the morning
I found you
standing alone
by the window
as tears fell
on your soft face
I touched your cheek
kissed you once
as we watched
one final sunrise
before the parting
forever caught
in the shimmering death
of beauty and fade.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Your arms draped
on my naked chest
last night
wrapped in fragrance
and lust
your lips met mine
the heat in the room
intoxicating
the intersection
of mutual longing
undeniable
in the morning
I found you
standing alone
by the window
as tears fell
on your soft face
I touched your cheek
kissed you once
as we watched
one final sunrise
before the parting
forever caught
in the shimmering death
of beauty and fade.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Embrace"
"Embrace"
The shadow
of the night
illuminates
the corners
of my deliberate mind
sleep comes and goes
like a phantom
waiting to rip
my insides to shreds
taunting me
tempting me
pushing me
towards the edge
of the abyss
as my heart stops
a fateful moment
if you the skies
thunder and rain
may you not shield
your eyes
from the beautiful ocean
your fucking lies have become
my sweetest decline.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The shadow
of the night
illuminates
the corners
of my deliberate mind
sleep comes and goes
like a phantom
waiting to rip
my insides to shreds
taunting me
tempting me
pushing me
towards the edge
of the abyss
as my heart stops
a fateful moment
if you the skies
thunder and rain
may you not shield
your eyes
from the beautiful ocean
your fucking lies have become
my sweetest decline.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "140"
"140"
You have lied
stolen my innocence
broken my heart
as the autumn leaves
fall slowly to the ground
I wake to the new day
the bed is empty
the fragrance of you
lingers on the pillow
it has been days
since you left
this room
this tiny
fragile space
has become nothing
devoid of warmth
and need
in the aftermath
of love's passing
will you still
hold me against
the wind
only to save me
from the inevitable
unraveling?
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
You have lied
stolen my innocence
broken my heart
as the autumn leaves
fall slowly to the ground
I wake to the new day
the bed is empty
the fragrance of you
lingers on the pillow
it has been days
since you left
this room
this tiny
fragile space
has become nothing
devoid of warmth
and need
in the aftermath
of love's passing
will you still
hold me against
the wind
only to save me
from the inevitable
unraveling?
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Dragon"
"The Dragon"
He smiles
inside the pit
of his stomach
it seethes
twisting
writhing
burning
the light of the moon
radiates against her skin
silently illuminating
her pain
the kiss lingers
as the moment
inevitable
passes
the intersection
of unbridled passion
awakens the dragon
within.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
He smiles
inside the pit
of his stomach
it seethes
twisting
writhing
burning
the light of the moon
radiates against her skin
silently illuminating
her pain
the kiss lingers
as the moment
inevitable
passes
the intersection
of unbridled passion
awakens the dragon
within.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Poem: "Chaste"
"Chaste"
I don't believe God
she says, smiling
Eve got a bad break
she tells herself
as she gets up
and puts her makeup on
a shade of pale red lipstick
cocktail dress that hugs her curves
and her dark hair is down
falling softly past her shoulders
she smiles
as she looks in the mirror
admiring the woman
she has become
the door bell rings
she feels butterflies
in her stomach
and the warmth of
her anticipation
intoxicating
as she opens the door
and gazes upon her beloved's face
she is taken
in the silence
of beautiful places
a secret common ground
where the fire
still burns
ever brightly still.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I don't believe God
she says, smiling
Eve got a bad break
she tells herself
as she gets up
and puts her makeup on
a shade of pale red lipstick
cocktail dress that hugs her curves
and her dark hair is down
falling softly past her shoulders
she smiles
as she looks in the mirror
admiring the woman
she has become
the door bell rings
she feels butterflies
in her stomach
and the warmth of
her anticipation
intoxicating
as she opens the door
and gazes upon her beloved's face
she is taken
in the silence
of beautiful places
a secret common ground
where the fire
still burns
ever brightly still.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "A Lover's Prayer"
"A Lover's Prayer"
I was home
the night it happened
sitting on the couch
waiting in the dark
you came in
with another man
went up the stairs
leading him by the hand
The empty pit in my stomach
burned with regret and anger
causing me to clench my fists
and grit my teeth
How could you?
I did not sleep that night
somewhere inside
I could feel my heart shatter
I went up the stairs
to get my things the next day
and caught you with him
in bed
On the ride home
you fell asleep next to me
like a fool, I put my arms
around you
Outside, I saw crows fly overhead
May God grant them a better
Fate than
what karma has coming for you.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
I was home
the night it happened
sitting on the couch
waiting in the dark
you came in
with another man
went up the stairs
leading him by the hand
The empty pit in my stomach
burned with regret and anger
causing me to clench my fists
and grit my teeth
How could you?
I did not sleep that night
somewhere inside
I could feel my heart shatter
I went up the stairs
to get my things the next day
and caught you with him
in bed
On the ride home
you fell asleep next to me
like a fool, I put my arms
around you
Outside, I saw crows fly overhead
May God grant them a better
Fate than
what karma has coming for you.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Killer"
"The Killer"
When the dust has settled
and the screams of agony
has subsided
the moonlight shining
He reaches out
and opens the trunk
gazing at her
lifeless body
How she adored him
with his ocean blue eyes
and disarming smile
The woman now gone
burned brightly
like a dying star
streaking across the sky
Her face
now bruised
her body
now battered
As he draws his gun
still smoking
putting the barrel
to his head
He shuts his eyes
and allows a smile
to creep along the corners
of his mouth
Dropping to his knees
he pulls the triggers
and waits for
death's embrace
Like an impatient lover
he swoons in brutal reply.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
When the dust has settled
and the screams of agony
has subsided
the moonlight shining
He reaches out
and opens the trunk
gazing at her
lifeless body
How she adored him
with his ocean blue eyes
and disarming smile
The woman now gone
burned brightly
like a dying star
streaking across the sky
Her face
now bruised
her body
now battered
As he draws his gun
still smoking
putting the barrel
to his head
He shuts his eyes
and allows a smile
to creep along the corners
of his mouth
Dropping to his knees
he pulls the triggers
and waits for
death's embrace
Like an impatient lover
he swoons in brutal reply.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Poem: "Ever After"
"Ever After"
Part I:
SHE
I have been waiting
all night
amid the rain
and the veiled tears
My insides hurt
the warmth inside
threatens to spill out
Have grown lonely
in this tiny room
with its bare walls
Your face etched
in my mind
no, my darling
I would be loathe
to forget
If I dare hold
you in my arms again
amid the roar
of desperate sirens
Would you dare choose
to love me amid the devils
and forsake eternal beauty
as angels weep?
Part II:
HE
You are
the shadow
lingering in silence
tempting me
taunting my former resolve
The sweetness
of your fragrance
betrays the cold steel
of your eyes
If I could forsake
everything I've ever known
in my brokenness
and constant shame
I would take the keys of heaven
and lay them down at your feet
I shall wait for your return
consume me
lest I fall prey
overcome by the solace
of despair and beautiful agony.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Part I:
SHE
I have been waiting
all night
amid the rain
and the veiled tears
My insides hurt
the warmth inside
threatens to spill out
Have grown lonely
in this tiny room
with its bare walls
Your face etched
in my mind
no, my darling
I would be loathe
to forget
If I dare hold
you in my arms again
amid the roar
of desperate sirens
Would you dare choose
to love me amid the devils
and forsake eternal beauty
as angels weep?
Part II:
HE
You are
the shadow
lingering in silence
tempting me
taunting my former resolve
The sweetness
of your fragrance
betrays the cold steel
of your eyes
If I could forsake
everything I've ever known
in my brokenness
and constant shame
I would take the keys of heaven
and lay them down at your feet
I shall wait for your return
consume me
lest I fall prey
overcome by the solace
of despair and beautiful agony.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, May 8, 2009
Poem: "Temptation"
"Temptation"
The distance widens
between what was
and what is
the clock reads 2 a.m.
it is dark outside
and she is stuck in bed
restless
clinging onto the pillow
in a futile attempt
to spare her
from present despair
she gets up
and slips on
her favorite red skirt
high heels
she leaves her hair down
"It's much prettier that way,"
her ex used to tell her
inside, she seethes
anger and regret
churn her stomach
she reaches
for a cigarette
in her purse
lighting up
she takes
a long drag
and looks out
the open window
as the rain pours down
she smiles to herself
"Maybe tonight I will,"
she says
with a glimmer in her eye
as she heads out the door
into the beautiful unknown
daring to tempt Fate
one final time.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The distance widens
between what was
and what is
the clock reads 2 a.m.
it is dark outside
and she is stuck in bed
restless
clinging onto the pillow
in a futile attempt
to spare her
from present despair
she gets up
and slips on
her favorite red skirt
high heels
she leaves her hair down
"It's much prettier that way,"
her ex used to tell her
inside, she seethes
anger and regret
churn her stomach
she reaches
for a cigarette
in her purse
lighting up
she takes
a long drag
and looks out
the open window
as the rain pours down
she smiles to herself
"Maybe tonight I will,"
she says
with a glimmer in her eye
as she heads out the door
into the beautiful unknown
daring to tempt Fate
one final time.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Poem: "Infatuation"
"Infatuation"
The barrel of a .22 revolver
sleek, black, beautiful
the gun lays untouched
on the kitchen table
the anticipation
of the impending doom
that lies now at her feet
butterflies in her stomach
she gets up and goes to the window
her face gaunt, her eyes afire
she gets up slowly
and retrieves the gun
caressing it like a lover
she hears a voice inside urging her
"you know what you must do,"
she smiles as she puts the last bullet
into the chamber
and puts the .22 to her head
her hands are sweaty
her mouth parched
anticipating the moment
as the inevitable must
come to pass
she gently pulls the trigger
aching for the world to fade away
as thunder rings into her ears
sirens blare in the distance
her infatuation has come full circle.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The barrel of a .22 revolver
sleek, black, beautiful
the gun lays untouched
on the kitchen table
the anticipation
of the impending doom
that lies now at her feet
butterflies in her stomach
she gets up and goes to the window
her face gaunt, her eyes afire
she gets up slowly
and retrieves the gun
caressing it like a lover
she hears a voice inside urging her
"you know what you must do,"
she smiles as she puts the last bullet
into the chamber
and puts the .22 to her head
her hands are sweaty
her mouth parched
anticipating the moment
as the inevitable must
come to pass
she gently pulls the trigger
aching for the world to fade away
as thunder rings into her ears
sirens blare in the distance
her infatuation has come full circle.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Prey"
"Prey"
The memory of you
still lingers in the recesses
of my tortured brain
the fragrance of you
still clings to the sheets
every time I lay to sleep
late nights spent
sharing coffee
watching you smile
as we talked about
nothing in particular
the way you looked
against the moonlight
luminous and dangerous
with a sultry gleam
in your eye
what we have
is reduced to dust now
in the aftermath
lost in the endless seams
of promises unkept
the night I caught you
in bed
with my sister
did you like it
when I walked in
and she had you
bent over
on the aching bed?
how I spent sleepless nights
awake while you were out
showing the world how much
of a woman you really were
if fate intends despair
and love must fade away
let ours streak across the sky
and reach its noble end
as I sit alone in the room
we once shared
know that I still love you
you are out there
in the shadows
watching me
a huntress waiting
to consume
her prey.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The memory of you
still lingers in the recesses
of my tortured brain
the fragrance of you
still clings to the sheets
every time I lay to sleep
late nights spent
sharing coffee
watching you smile
as we talked about
nothing in particular
the way you looked
against the moonlight
luminous and dangerous
with a sultry gleam
in your eye
what we have
is reduced to dust now
in the aftermath
lost in the endless seams
of promises unkept
the night I caught you
in bed
with my sister
did you like it
when I walked in
and she had you
bent over
on the aching bed?
how I spent sleepless nights
awake while you were out
showing the world how much
of a woman you really were
if fate intends despair
and love must fade away
let ours streak across the sky
and reach its noble end
as I sit alone in the room
we once shared
know that I still love you
you are out there
in the shadows
watching me
a huntress waiting
to consume
her prey.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Fragile"
"Fragile"
Rain on the windowsill
as the radio blares
struggling to get
these words out
before there is no time left
they are all I have
that is still mine
pictures of you
on the walls
sometimes, if I close my eyes
I can still feel the subtle warmth
beneath your veiled contempt
"It is over now," my mind
is quick to say
but my heart clings to you
ever still, in the silence
that comes between dreams and sleep
the flames of your betrayal
have scarred me
the empty spaces
will never be whole again
if you must go
remember that I
was the mess
you chose to leave behind
in your darkest hour
in your most intimate of moments
I wish you well
may you never be the same
again.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Rain on the windowsill
as the radio blares
struggling to get
these words out
before there is no time left
they are all I have
that is still mine
pictures of you
on the walls
sometimes, if I close my eyes
I can still feel the subtle warmth
beneath your veiled contempt
"It is over now," my mind
is quick to say
but my heart clings to you
ever still, in the silence
that comes between dreams and sleep
the flames of your betrayal
have scarred me
the empty spaces
will never be whole again
if you must go
remember that I
was the mess
you chose to leave behind
in your darkest hour
in your most intimate of moments
I wish you well
may you never be the same
again.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Poem: "Interlude"
"Interlude"
He had been watching her
for days on end
the woman has been on his mind
ever since he saw her
walking alone in the rain
under the eerie silence
of glittering street lights
she has been getting strange calls
amidst tossing and turning
caught midstream
in a wave of the jagged landscape
such a fragile, tortured mind
she goes beside the window
the moonlight shines brightly
against her luminous skin
such a beautiful creature
she lies in bed
and imagines the sweetness
of her lover's lips as they brush
ever so gentle against her aching mouth
the warmth of his body intertwined with hers
is denied this fateful night
as he waits outside
the downpour soaks him to the bone
the lingering fragrance of what was
desperately seeks her out
as he walks away without a word
his love for her unrequited.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
He had been watching her
for days on end
the woman has been on his mind
ever since he saw her
walking alone in the rain
under the eerie silence
of glittering street lights
she has been getting strange calls
amidst tossing and turning
caught midstream
in a wave of the jagged landscape
such a fragile, tortured mind
she goes beside the window
the moonlight shines brightly
against her luminous skin
such a beautiful creature
she lies in bed
and imagines the sweetness
of her lover's lips as they brush
ever so gentle against her aching mouth
the warmth of his body intertwined with hers
is denied this fateful night
as he waits outside
the downpour soaks him to the bone
the lingering fragrance of what was
desperately seeks her out
as he walks away without a word
his love for her unrequited.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Poem: "The Crash"
"The Crash"
Sparks flew as the car hit the guard rail
the same scene replays
just before the moment of impact
as the car ignites and explodes
every moment fades to black
miles away, a son wakes up
to the news that his father
barely escaped an ignoble end
it is December now
in the young man's mind
a car hits a patch of ice as it
careens off the road and
into an embankment
landing viciously in a ditch
time plays in slow motion
there are screams, there is blood
all is cold
the sirens are approaching
in the distance as snow and sun
silently watch
there are tears
and the solitary sound of
desperately beating hearts
waiting to escape.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Sparks flew as the car hit the guard rail
the same scene replays
just before the moment of impact
as the car ignites and explodes
every moment fades to black
miles away, a son wakes up
to the news that his father
barely escaped an ignoble end
it is December now
in the young man's mind
a car hits a patch of ice as it
careens off the road and
into an embankment
landing viciously in a ditch
time plays in slow motion
there are screams, there is blood
all is cold
the sirens are approaching
in the distance as snow and sun
silently watch
there are tears
and the solitary sound of
desperately beating hearts
waiting to escape.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Shadows"
"Shadows"
It is past midnight
he cannot sleep
lying in bed
alone again tonight
outside, the city lights
glitter and cast an eerie glow
as nameless faces walk by
he turns on the light
and grabs her picture
off the dresser
he closes his eyes
and imagines she is there
next to him in bed
her vibrant smile
her lushly painted lips
her lumonious skin
every lovely part
permanently etched in his mind
he decides that tonight
he will unsettle the dust
even though she cannot fathom
such devotion lost in the shadows.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
It is past midnight
he cannot sleep
lying in bed
alone again tonight
outside, the city lights
glitter and cast an eerie glow
as nameless faces walk by
he turns on the light
and grabs her picture
off the dresser
he closes his eyes
and imagines she is there
next to him in bed
her vibrant smile
her lushly painted lips
her lumonious skin
every lovely part
permanently etched in his mind
he decides that tonight
he will unsettle the dust
even though she cannot fathom
such devotion lost in the shadows.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Friday, May 1, 2009
Poem: "Shine"
"Shine"
Ghosts have invaded
the former hallowed space of
my brain in the hours of the
early morning
when I dare to close my eyes
and drift off into
another foray of numbness
the moonlight radiates
a beautiful glow
as the hours pass
you watch silently
barely touching your toes
outside, birds begin to chirp and chatter
morning will be here soon with her garish
light
I don't care to eat
or drink
or smoke a drag from
a cigarette
it is almost too much for me to bear
when you always seem to leave at an opportune time
all I ever wanted was to tell you
how much I wanted us to just stay
together in the here and now
if only for a while
but I could never mouth the words
long enough to still the desperate sirens
of my forlorn heart.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Ghosts have invaded
the former hallowed space of
my brain in the hours of the
early morning
when I dare to close my eyes
and drift off into
another foray of numbness
the moonlight radiates
a beautiful glow
as the hours pass
you watch silently
barely touching your toes
outside, birds begin to chirp and chatter
morning will be here soon with her garish
light
I don't care to eat
or drink
or smoke a drag from
a cigarette
it is almost too much for me to bear
when you always seem to leave at an opportune time
all I ever wanted was to tell you
how much I wanted us to just stay
together in the here and now
if only for a while
but I could never mouth the words
long enough to still the desperate sirens
of my forlorn heart.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Bending The Loop"
"Bending The Loop"
She stands alone
closing her eyes
she imagines herself
clad in black
her brown hair
pulled back
the dress accentuates
every lovely curve
"I am fat," she says
to no one in particular
"I am a whore," she protests
still, no one seems to listen
she lost her father
the dear man she loved
she was raped twice
in the same day
her cries for help lost
still, somewhere in the world
there is a boy
locked in his room
wrapped in loathing and desperate straits
he reaches out to her
"Come and stay awhile," he gently whispers
his hands tremble at the thought of her
of the embrace and the oncoming rush of warmth
and understated vulnerability
"No," she counters, "I would not, dear boy,"
her voice firm with intention
the boy weeps silently
in his soul, forcing a smile
she takes the boy by the hand
and kisses him ever so softly
on trembling lips
whispering all the while
"how I love you despite my better nature."
two kindred spirits barely hanging onto a thread.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
She stands alone
closing her eyes
she imagines herself
clad in black
her brown hair
pulled back
the dress accentuates
every lovely curve
"I am fat," she says
to no one in particular
"I am a whore," she protests
still, no one seems to listen
she lost her father
the dear man she loved
she was raped twice
in the same day
her cries for help lost
still, somewhere in the world
there is a boy
locked in his room
wrapped in loathing and desperate straits
he reaches out to her
"Come and stay awhile," he gently whispers
his hands tremble at the thought of her
of the embrace and the oncoming rush of warmth
and understated vulnerability
"No," she counters, "I would not, dear boy,"
her voice firm with intention
the boy weeps silently
in his soul, forcing a smile
she takes the boy by the hand
and kisses him ever so softly
on trembling lips
whispering all the while
"how I love you despite my better nature."
two kindred spirits barely hanging onto a thread.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Poem: "Into The Nothing"
"Into The Nothing"
Enough of this
the sunlight is gone now
though it is still only midday
the blood runs cold
coughing, reeling, spitting
uttering blasphemy
to the unseen Power
as pain rises from the depths
of my wretched bones
I reach out for your hand
as you lay face down on the ground
with life's unseamly grasp slowly
slipping away
as the sirens blare
off in the distance
the smoking gun
parched lips split apart
in a wide toothed grin
anticipating the encircling vultures overhead
into the abyss where beautiful despair
shall wait like an old lover nevermore scorned.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Enough of this
the sunlight is gone now
though it is still only midday
the blood runs cold
coughing, reeling, spitting
uttering blasphemy
to the unseen Power
as pain rises from the depths
of my wretched bones
I reach out for your hand
as you lay face down on the ground
with life's unseamly grasp slowly
slipping away
as the sirens blare
off in the distance
the smoking gun
parched lips split apart
in a wide toothed grin
anticipating the encircling vultures overhead
into the abyss where beautiful despair
shall wait like an old lover nevermore scorned.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Poem: "The Parting"
"The Parting"
Standing the doorway
this should not be
if this must end
let me be the one to bleed
nothing left flowing in my veins
my brain betrays me
there is no starting over
the divide has become too great
I am the shadow
that haunts the night
while you sleep comfortably
in the memory of longing
the grip threatens to overtake you
I do not wish to be saved
from whatever dismal fate
the serpent may cast
after the fall
you stand over me
reaching out to touch my cheek
and with a final kiss
you whispered as you left,
"You should have known better."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Standing the doorway
this should not be
if this must end
let me be the one to bleed
nothing left flowing in my veins
my brain betrays me
there is no starting over
the divide has become too great
I am the shadow
that haunts the night
while you sleep comfortably
in the memory of longing
the grip threatens to overtake you
I do not wish to be saved
from whatever dismal fate
the serpent may cast
after the fall
you stand over me
reaching out to touch my cheek
and with a final kiss
you whispered as you left,
"You should have known better."
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Smoldering"
"The Smoldering"
Amid the burning wreckage
as my body is wracked with pain
as the heart beats slower
creeping its way
to embrace an unknown fate
you reach out to me
calling my name
trying somehow desperately
to revive my spirit
as I feel life's grip slip away
like beautiful leaves in the autumn wind
the sting of tears blinds your eyes
for a moment
hold me close
in your fervent embrace
lying alone in the highway
under the blazing heat
of the merciless sun
safer to leave now
and allow the better
of your natures
to bridge the gap.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Amid the burning wreckage
as my body is wracked with pain
as the heart beats slower
creeping its way
to embrace an unknown fate
you reach out to me
calling my name
trying somehow desperately
to revive my spirit
as I feel life's grip slip away
like beautiful leaves in the autumn wind
the sting of tears blinds your eyes
for a moment
hold me close
in your fervent embrace
lying alone in the highway
under the blazing heat
of the merciless sun
safer to leave now
and allow the better
of your natures
to bridge the gap.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Future Prince"
"The Future Prince"
Cloaked in armor
he stands, a solitary figure
the feel of newly green glass
under his feet
In the distance, he hears
the subtle roar of oncoming death
he is neither afraid nor remorseless
raising his sword, he charges
into the fray
the memory of his long dead father
the former hero king
burning into his tender ears
inside, he trembles
the prince, this fair haired
perfect boy of a man
driven by duty, cautioned by love
and devoted to revenge's subtle lure
he has become her faithful servant
in the distance, his rival
the dark haired demon ghost
tests his resolve
when life has lost
its former luster
and love has bled dry
the young man, bound by honor
will seek out to meet his fate
although darkness has descended
the world still exists, far and wide
embracing desperation
in a perpetual dance
amid the howling of
the lost and the damned
back to the restless dust
whence they came.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Cloaked in armor
he stands, a solitary figure
the feel of newly green glass
under his feet
In the distance, he hears
the subtle roar of oncoming death
he is neither afraid nor remorseless
raising his sword, he charges
into the fray
the memory of his long dead father
the former hero king
burning into his tender ears
inside, he trembles
the prince, this fair haired
perfect boy of a man
driven by duty, cautioned by love
and devoted to revenge's subtle lure
he has become her faithful servant
in the distance, his rival
the dark haired demon ghost
tests his resolve
when life has lost
its former luster
and love has bled dry
the young man, bound by honor
will seek out to meet his fate
although darkness has descended
the world still exists, far and wide
embracing desperation
in a perpetual dance
amid the howling of
the lost and the damned
back to the restless dust
whence they came.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Forever Queen"
"The Forever Queen"
The battle is over
the field drenched in sweat
and littered with blood
a dream, the same awful nightmare
the queen wakens to the intruding light
of breaking day
the queen, young and virtuous, is alone
beauty's touch on her radiant, pure face
as her soft hair falls about her shoulders
the baby inside her is restless
rebelling already against the embracing warmth
of her womb
the future prince destined
to never know the courage
of his father, struck down
a cold dish to satisfy
the whims of enemy's revenge
"Oh how I loved you, darling," she sobbed
falling to her knees as she cradled his lifeless head
and gazed deeply into the dead king's empty, forlorn eyes
The queen raises her head and cocks her head
to listen to the barely audible rhythms of the earth
as she runs her hand softly over her belly
desperately longing for the embrace of her
valiant and brave savior.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The battle is over
the field drenched in sweat
and littered with blood
a dream, the same awful nightmare
the queen wakens to the intruding light
of breaking day
the queen, young and virtuous, is alone
beauty's touch on her radiant, pure face
as her soft hair falls about her shoulders
the baby inside her is restless
rebelling already against the embracing warmth
of her womb
the future prince destined
to never know the courage
of his father, struck down
a cold dish to satisfy
the whims of enemy's revenge
"Oh how I loved you, darling," she sobbed
falling to her knees as she cradled his lifeless head
and gazed deeply into the dead king's empty, forlorn eyes
The queen raises her head and cocks her head
to listen to the barely audible rhythms of the earth
as she runs her hand softly over her belly
desperately longing for the embrace of her
valiant and brave savior.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Solitary King"
"The Solitary King"
The fervent raging within my heart
has ceased
as the lark begins to sing
a mournful lullaby
death cannot overtake
the love that I hold for you
as the sun burns down
in menacing radiance
the night, with its subtle breath,
speaks in hushed tones
if you shall cry fervent tears
remember, my love
lest you should ever forget:
what we have shared
has survived war and woe
sun and shade
the owl and the nightingale
when I shall draw
life's last fateful gasp
when the glory of my present flesh
has lost its allure
let God buy my bones
deep into the encircling earth
allow the lingering sweetness of
your divine screams
be the lingering knell
ringing in my rotting, deafening ears.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
The fervent raging within my heart
has ceased
as the lark begins to sing
a mournful lullaby
death cannot overtake
the love that I hold for you
as the sun burns down
in menacing radiance
the night, with its subtle breath,
speaks in hushed tones
if you shall cry fervent tears
remember, my love
lest you should ever forget:
what we have shared
has survived war and woe
sun and shade
the owl and the nightingale
when I shall draw
life's last fateful gasp
when the glory of my present flesh
has lost its allure
let God buy my bones
deep into the encircling earth
allow the lingering sweetness of
your divine screams
be the lingering knell
ringing in my rotting, deafening ears.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "The Dividing Line"
"The Dividing Line"
He walked into the bar
it was smoky, crowded
countless fleeting faces
it has been ages
since the last time
of his inevitable dying
she was sitting at a nearby table
alone, luminous in her apparent despair
over the whole situation
she had cried so much
the mascara had run down her face
"Buy you a drink, honey?," he asked quietly
as he took a seat across from her
Nodding her head, she slid her glass toward him
Inside, she was seething
Hands shaking to the point
that she wanted to slap him
Still, she wanted to kiss him
Imagining how the moonlight
shone, illuminating a hidden desperation
As the bells rang for the final time,
signalling a forlorn glimpse
damned are the uninvited.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
He walked into the bar
it was smoky, crowded
countless fleeting faces
it has been ages
since the last time
of his inevitable dying
she was sitting at a nearby table
alone, luminous in her apparent despair
over the whole situation
she had cried so much
the mascara had run down her face
"Buy you a drink, honey?," he asked quietly
as he took a seat across from her
Nodding her head, she slid her glass toward him
Inside, she was seething
Hands shaking to the point
that she wanted to slap him
Still, she wanted to kiss him
Imagining how the moonlight
shone, illuminating a hidden desperation
As the bells rang for the final time,
signalling a forlorn glimpse
damned are the uninvited.
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Poem: "The Dark Ones"
"The Dark Ones"
- for Buko.
dear ________,
she walked down
the narrow street
moonlight hitting her face
something inside
gnawing, festering
like a black widow
crawling
spinning
a beautiful web
the homeless guy
in the ripped shirt
and dirty jeans
is thinking obscene thoughts
as he watches her walk
a brother and sister run along
oblivious in their game
of hide and seek
she longs her a cigarette
it's been months since
she's been kissed
in the back seat
of a stranger's
vintage '57 Cadillac
"If only I had chosen to wear lace tonight," she said
wistfully under a lonely, glittering
street light.
- GT
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
- for Buko.
dear ________,
she walked down
the narrow street
moonlight hitting her face
something inside
gnawing, festering
like a black widow
crawling
spinning
a beautiful web
the homeless guy
in the ripped shirt
and dirty jeans
is thinking obscene thoughts
as he watches her walk
a brother and sister run along
oblivious in their game
of hide and seek
she longs her a cigarette
it's been months since
she's been kissed
in the back seat
of a stranger's
vintage '57 Cadillac
"If only I had chosen to wear lace tonight," she said
wistfully under a lonely, glittering
street light.
- GT
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
Poem: "Fleeting"
"Fleeting"
- for Buko.
dear ______,
I have been stuck
in this cramped room
hunched over
the typewriter
you sent me unwrapped
three Christmas' ago
trying to find the words
sometimes your voice
floats in my head
just before sleep arrive
the cabinets are bare
my chest feels like
a thousand rotten butterflies
the sweetest decline
of modern civilization
has been the institution
of high rise dishwashers
the words threaten to overtake
my delicate fingers
should I stay here
and surrender to the inglorious
bastards who stalk
like living shadows
ever so subtle
into the fray?
- RD
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
- for Buko.
dear ______,
I have been stuck
in this cramped room
hunched over
the typewriter
you sent me unwrapped
three Christmas' ago
trying to find the words
sometimes your voice
floats in my head
just before sleep arrive
the cabinets are bare
my chest feels like
a thousand rotten butterflies
the sweetest decline
of modern civilization
has been the institution
of high rise dishwashers
the words threaten to overtake
my delicate fingers
should I stay here
and surrender to the inglorious
bastards who stalk
like living shadows
ever so subtle
into the fray?
- RD
Copyright: 2009, by Raymund Diaz Delizo
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